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god damn do i really miss my fuckin girlfriend right now...sheesh, i wish i was with her. yea well today was the motha fuckin last day of school!!! sooooo nice and been waiting for this day for a fuckin while. i had math and chem finals today. well not really chem because we had already taken it, but on the math final i got an 88%, yay for me bitch! well since today was the last day, i was gonna be crazy but ive been fuckin sick since friday morning which sucks a lot, so i havent been up to doing much but just resting and staying home so i have missed 3 parties already. well anywho, after school i got to see emilie!!!! damn that was great, i miss her so much already and she hasnt even left for her dads yet. yea shes going to be gone for about a month or so. sucks for me cause i wont be able to hang out/see her for that time. that one month will seem like 230 years. but today was great to be with her, and i just wish i never had to say goodbye and leave. i wish i could have kept holding on..such a good feeling to hold on to her. after that i came home and then niall calls me up and he got a fuckin car. BEAMER! haha but it is old, so he comes over and we drive it. yea i get to drive it.i dont like it though. i definitely like my car better.then we went to his house and saw joe and cameron, then i came home. that sounds basically like my entire day with a few minor details left out. well tomorrow is a big day for me. i dont know if it will happen or not, hopefully it will cause i am anticipating it. well GOODnight. i love you emilie, and i will hopefully see you tomorrow. if i dont, im really sorry and i miss you a lot.