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Originally uploaded by hellojackiex Aw, my first picture of my self taken with my brand new camera that I bought with 2 days worth of very hard work at Johnny Rocket's. Lets not talk about the fact that I look washed out from four days of food poisoning, lack of sleep, too many cigarettes, not enough exercise, and an all around lack of excitement in my life. The days just go by and all work and no play is making a dull girl, and despite the food poisoning, a fat girl too.
Things are better than they have been, but I've stopped taking my prozac and I feel my self slipping back into my grumpy and lonely days so I'm going to try to snap out of all that and make the most of everything. I'm slowly realizing how important everything is. Money, friends, relationships, work, school... and I just can't wait for opportunities to arise so I can prove that I've matured and am responsible enough to handle my life. I also can't wait to go back to therapy in August .
Tomorrow is day 6 of what will be 10 straight days of work by Friday. I'm excited to make money and work with the boy I have the big gay crush on who may or may not have a girlfriend and who may or may not think that I am just a silly little girl who talks too much, but we'll see.
I'm just excited for things in general. It feels good to be optimistic, despite the loneliness of summer in Philadelphia without a boyfriend (the past three summers I haven't been single... wow I just realized that.)
Well, it's ice pop and new UsWeekly time!