After 2 long years, I think that we both need this.
It has been so long since I've done anything like this. It took me over three times just to remember my password to this journal. A lot has happened in the past two years, a complete three sixty and another one-eighty. I am now even more undermined and politically singled out by socialites and mothers. And IN THE PAST TWO YEARS I, ofcourse couldnt have possibly been any more self-destructive, and in the most positive manner. This weekend was absolutely insane. Friday night I was white trash and chain smoked in tylers room, I somehow ended up in danville alone. Saturday was like every alternative jam concert I have ever been to, except there was no music or hippies, and it was block party weekend at the college, and lightstreet was absolutely out of control. Totally out of control. Kids were mudd wrestling, and attempting to tip vehicles, hundreds of kids poured into a back alley, and just got comepletely and totally anihilated. I did not drink. But the things I was seeing was totally ridiculous, and an some asian art history major kept calling me Paula Abdul. Sunday was surprisingly satisfying, and everything since then has been an indecisive idea or apathy towards others thoughts or ideas. Today was interesting, I sat alone outside of La Fontana, and I ate a turkey sub, and I hate eating meat. I read my new book about the Drag Queen, and talked to people I knew. On sunday I searched through the 1979 times leader in the BU Library, I was looking for something in particular.. i never found it. Thats about it for now. I think it would be healthy if I started writing in this again. Its seriously been so long, my last entries are from still living in Wilkes Barre, and Al. Unbelievable how time travels. Leave me a comment, I've forgotten what thats like ...