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I haven't written on here in a long time, I haven't written ANYTHING in a long time. I've been busy, for the most part, but other than that not much.. Here's some stuff that's on my mind.
[001. Grandmother]
Well.. my grandmother died in January. Which sucked. I've always known her, gone to her house in Florida several times a year and hung out with her, but I've never really known her. I never knew she eloped with my grandfather. I never knew when she did, they ran to New Orleans, and bought this hugeass diamond ring and ring guard. [gorgeouss.] I just never really knew much about her. So, after the first of three visitations my mom gave me one of her [my grandmother's] and I was thinking "Dude, that's pretty tight. Maybe I'll feel close to her or something while I have this." And so I did for a while, then my mom and Maryanne found out she'd cashed out all her life insurance and Pa's [my grandfather] too to give to Buddy. So Pa is crushed, and so is my mom and Maryanne. [She screwed them over] And my grandparents house is like estimated at 1 mil. plus, because it's waterfront beach property, so they're planning to keep the house for all of us, and each child of my grandparents has to pay 1/5 [Maryanne, Mom, Connie, && Buddy plus Pa.] So Buddy, having all this money can pay his part, no problem. Well since the house/land is wotrth so much it's sort of hard for everyone else to get that kind of cash. So my mom and Maryanne are like flipping out because of all this and my mom is being un-rash, telling my dad and I that we'll probally have to sell our cars. Which pisses me off [for my dad] because why can't she sell her car? Is it just us who has to go through misery?
[002. School.]
I want to graduate early.
I talked to my counclers and they said that'd be really hard to get all of my credits early. So she mentioned summer school, taking college classes, this summer and next. So when I do start college, I'll actually be starting college as a sophmore. [: That's something I really want to do.
[003. Life]
*I have no idea what-so-ever what I want to do with my life. I have a lot of carrear paths picked out to try to figure out what I want to do in life, but they're so completely different that it's hard.
001. Work for NASA.
I don't want my life to be summarized by a thousand days of 8 to 5. I want to do something with meaning..
002. Actress.
003. Astronaut. [:
004. Neurologist
&& 005. Palentologist.
See what I mean? They're completely different, and each you have to have a lot of time put into and special courses for each. So, if I had to [HAD TO] pick in all seriousness what I'd do for the rest of my working life, I suppose this would be my revised list.
001. NASA
002. Astronaut
&& 003. Neurologist.
[in that order]
Life's going to be difficult for the next couple of years /:
*My relationship status is still, and probally will be single for a while. Mostly, due to the fact [you've never heard this from me before but..] I really need to concentrate on school right now. Yes, there are some guys I happen to really like, but it's hard having a personal life, PLUS school, PLUS golf.. But I like this guy, and I like mostly everything about him.. but I'm just not sure anymore. [I keep thinking of that damn saying "There's no such thing as a sure thing"] Which in this case could mean I should go ahead and try for him, or I shouldn't because it isn't a sure thing. But anyway, a few of the reasons we might not be so good together: His mom shot herself when he was 13. He's high like.. 5/7 days of the week. He's absolutely crazy [that counts as a like too]. He doesn't plan on going to college. He makes HORRIBLE grades. But for some reason even after all that I still like him. /: It's weird.
*Golf pratice starts next week and I'm nervous. Not like, "OMFG, I think I'm going to piss myself nervous." But like, "Shit son, new golf season starting, you'd better do your best." Sort of nervous. I actually hope these two other girls dont play because I sort of like being the only girl. It makes me special. [:
*Life with friends is going moderate. Some of them arent being so much of "friends" right now, which stresses me out. [I cannot STAND it when people act like that] And I still have someone's, who never talks to me, Christmas present. [That is your offical invite to come get it.]
Well basically thats life as of today, Feb. 7th, 2007.
♥
love you bitches.
[leave me love]
[001. Grandmother]
Well.. my grandmother died in January. Which sucked. I've always known her, gone to her house in Florida several times a year and hung out with her, but I've never really known her. I never knew she eloped with my grandfather. I never knew when she did, they ran to New Orleans, and bought this hugeass diamond ring and ring guard. [gorgeouss.] I just never really knew much about her. So, after the first of three visitations my mom gave me one of her [my grandmother's] and I was thinking "Dude, that's pretty tight. Maybe I'll feel close to her or something while I have this." And so I did for a while, then my mom and Maryanne found out she'd cashed out all her life insurance and Pa's [my grandfather] too to give to Buddy. So Pa is crushed, and so is my mom and Maryanne. [She screwed them over] And my grandparents house is like estimated at 1 mil. plus, because it's waterfront beach property, so they're planning to keep the house for all of us, and each child of my grandparents has to pay 1/5 [Maryanne, Mom, Connie, && Buddy plus Pa.] So Buddy, having all this money can pay his part, no problem. Well since the house/land is wotrth so much it's sort of hard for everyone else to get that kind of cash. So my mom and Maryanne are like flipping out because of all this and my mom is being un-rash, telling my dad and I that we'll probally have to sell our cars. Which pisses me off [for my dad] because why can't she sell her car? Is it just us who has to go through misery?
[002. School.]
I want to graduate early.
I talked to my counclers and they said that'd be really hard to get all of my credits early. So she mentioned summer school, taking college classes, this summer and next. So when I do start college, I'll actually be starting college as a sophmore. [: That's something I really want to do.
[003. Life]
*I have no idea what-so-ever what I want to do with my life. I have a lot of carrear paths picked out to try to figure out what I want to do in life, but they're so completely different that it's hard.
001. Work for NASA.
I don't want my life to be summarized by a thousand days of 8 to 5. I want to do something with meaning..
002. Actress.
003. Astronaut. [:
004. Neurologist
&& 005. Palentologist.
See what I mean? They're completely different, and each you have to have a lot of time put into and special courses for each. So, if I had to [HAD TO] pick in all seriousness what I'd do for the rest of my working life, I suppose this would be my revised list.
001. NASA
002. Astronaut
&& 003. Neurologist.
[in that order]
Life's going to be difficult for the next couple of years /:
*My relationship status is still, and probally will be single for a while. Mostly, due to the fact [you've never heard this from me before but..] I really need to concentrate on school right now. Yes, there are some guys I happen to really like, but it's hard having a personal life, PLUS school, PLUS golf.. But I like this guy, and I like mostly everything about him.. but I'm just not sure anymore. [I keep thinking of that damn saying "There's no such thing as a sure thing"] Which in this case could mean I should go ahead and try for him, or I shouldn't because it isn't a sure thing. But anyway, a few of the reasons we might not be so good together: His mom shot herself when he was 13. He's high like.. 5/7 days of the week. He's absolutely crazy [that counts as a like too]. He doesn't plan on going to college. He makes HORRIBLE grades. But for some reason even after all that I still like him. /: It's weird.
*Golf pratice starts next week and I'm nervous. Not like, "OMFG, I think I'm going to piss myself nervous." But like, "Shit son, new golf season starting, you'd better do your best." Sort of nervous. I actually hope these two other girls dont play because I sort of like being the only girl. It makes me special. [:
*Life with friends is going moderate. Some of them arent being so much of "friends" right now, which stresses me out. [I cannot STAND it when people act like that] And I still have someone's, who never talks to me, Christmas present. [That is your offical invite to come get it.]
Well basically thats life as of today, Feb. 7th, 2007.
♥
love you bitches.
[leave me love]