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[okay_its_kt]

Well.

I decided I don't care what people think about me. I dont care if they like the way I dress, or the way I act, or the music I listen to. I dont care anymore. Because the people who matter wont care what you look like, or dress like, or if they see you with out make up or not. They're going to love you anyway. && I have friends who do love me for ME.

I've changed a whole lot since last year.

Now.

I like to feel pretty.

I like looking pretty even better.

I like doing my best.

I like being able to say I tried my best.

I like boys who aren't complete losers.

I'm never gonna give up.

I'm going to dress cute all the time.

[[Who knows who might be watching you?]]

I'm going to be nice to everybody.

Because that's how it's suppose to be.

I'm going to smile all the time.

&& When something's wrong I'll let you know about it.

You can accuse me of lying, of being a bad friend, of not being there, of being judgemental, of being a whiner, of complaining wayy too much, of not being pretty, of not being smart enough, of being mentally retarted, of acting immature, or of being fake. && If you think that, then that's okay. I wont say that I haven't done any of those things because I have, but I'm a better person now. I realize how important it is to be true to not only your self but everyone around you. I'm not here to change minds about me. If you don't want to be my friend because of the way I dress, act, procrastionate, or think, then don't. I'd really rather not have you as a friend if you don't like me for me.

I'm sick of being fake.

I'm sick of everyone else being fake.

I'm gonna be me.

&& if you dont like it.

Well.

Then sorry.

♥