Bad news all-around
Yeah. First off, I've been so bored that I've made a temporary return to AL. Yeah. lol. Worst thing is that my password has been lost, and I don't feel like e-mailing Freesaiyan to get it replaced. Gah.
Anyhow...
The worst news of all came yesterday...
My grandfather has cancer. The doctor's given him six months; my mother saw him yesterday, and said she didn't know if he could make it that long... I know he's more than ready to go, but I'm going to miss him terribly. He's been bored out of his skull since my grandmother died. I don't think he'll do anything to try to hold on. He's reached a point of apathy, more or less.
I have to post this here...I don't want to put it on my myspace or facebook - too many people to see it there. Part of my family is not to be informed, and it will get back to them one way or another on those sites, I'm certain.
So this is me trying to come to terms with the fact that my grandfather likely won't survive the rest of the year. He didn't want to tell me, because he feels I should be focused on working and not spending my money. He didn't want me rushing up there. Which, of course, is exactly what I want to do.
The worst thing of all is that, in a few years, I was going to ask him to be my best man...something that probably won't happen now...
Anyhow...
The worst news of all came yesterday...
My grandfather has cancer. The doctor's given him six months; my mother saw him yesterday, and said she didn't know if he could make it that long... I know he's more than ready to go, but I'm going to miss him terribly. He's been bored out of his skull since my grandmother died. I don't think he'll do anything to try to hold on. He's reached a point of apathy, more or less.
I have to post this here...I don't want to put it on my myspace or facebook - too many people to see it there. Part of my family is not to be informed, and it will get back to them one way or another on those sites, I'm certain.
So this is me trying to come to terms with the fact that my grandfather likely won't survive the rest of the year. He didn't want to tell me, because he feels I should be focused on working and not spending my money. He didn't want me rushing up there. Which, of course, is exactly what I want to do.
The worst thing of all is that, in a few years, I was going to ask him to be my best man...something that probably won't happen now...