Oct 13, 2008 23:50
I was sent a message from my father today via myspace. I don't know if i should respond to him or just leave him be. The nice person in me wants to tell him off and make him work for my affection, but the other part of me wants to just leave him hanging. i can't stand this! i don't love him. i honestly don't.. but he's my biological dad and my instinct is to have his attention. but i still want to leave him in the past. i want to do several things all at once and i'm stuck doing nothing at all for now. oh god help me!