Aug 14, 2007 13:00
So things are looking pretty grim at the moment.
Mother came back from the holiday that I brought her, complained that she didn't get to see everything she wanted to, but places it all on "bad timing" and fell in "love" with the guy she met on the internet.
Now I have had nothing but infinite fucking patients with this whole fiasco, but now, she has gone too far.
Upon arriving home, she has done nothing but complain and stew over how crappy her life here in Melbourne is. She took more time off work, complained that she had to pay money for a doctors certificate and whines over the pile of bills that she has to pay. Refusing to talk to her friends, that are obviously worried about her, she ended up putting me in an awkward position in which I had to apologise to a woman I don't even know for her ridiculous behaviour.
She is ignoring our animals as well, my cats are confused when she walks past them or pushes them away. And poor Boofy (my dog) has to wait until I get home to be fed.
I have said very little to her, close to nothing at all, but I am going to snap soon. I gave her money for the internet, and for petrol, then when I said I'm not spending anymore money until Manifest (anime convention) and that includes giving her money, she cracked the biggest sads with me. She called me selfish.
Says the woman who is already planing her life back up in Katharine (N.T) with little or no regard as to how that is going to affect me.
And things will become so much harder with out her. I will have to move, to god knows where, might have to find a new job, may even have to get my L's. Which I DO NOT WANT!
I know she deservers better then the life she's got, but god damn! I guess I actually hate my mother at the moment...