Apr 23, 2007 17:03
( a cut and paste from my da journal ^_^;; )
So these girls from my high school, which i finished attending last year, killed themselves in a suicide pact. The entire area just has this sick eerie gloom about it, and the school it's self is getting a lot of media attention.
I feel so sorry for my school (even though im not going there anymore, i still love the place) for my teachers, who do nothing but support their students, for the students who do nothing but try and support each other. And the parents, though not knowing the whole story behind their family life, im assured did nothing but love their girls.
The ones i feel nothing but disgust for, are the girls themselves. In no way, is suicide an achievement, even for the depressed. There is help; there has always been help. But for those who do nothing but cry about their loneliness and suffering, only to make others around them feel bad about not understanding is one of the most unfair things you can do. We all get depressed, some worse then others, and yes, we express that pain, is only human that we do, but there is a fine line between curing the pain with expression, and being just plain selfish as to go as far as to kill yourself.
Sorry, im ranting. So i'll stop with saying that they are selfish and I hope they know this now. In life your here for a good time, not a long time, no point in cutting short such a gift. Make the best of it. If life sucks, talk to someone about it, don’t blog it on the net, or scratch it into your arm. Voice it, and live your life the best way you can.
Sorry, I kept ranting.