Feb 19, 2009 21:36
no updates
no new bio
no "guess what I'm doing now"
just me again, maybe a bit different.
Got a new tattoo last month.
The blue design on the cover of Caridnology by Ryan Adams and the Cardinals
around my wrist. If you really wanna see it, www.myspace.com/note2selfdontdie
Thank God for pandora.com, I dont even listen to my Ipod at home anymore.
So I guess I'll entertain one update. In lieu of my former fascination with drugs and chaos, I've settled for the more socially acceptable crutch of alcoholism.
It's easy to say that it's in my blood and I can't help it, but that's not true. I can go weeks without drinking without any adverse effects. But given the choice between spending my nights sober and drinking a 12 pack...the choice is obvious. So bascially be ready for plenty of drunk posts...probably full of egocentric bullshit or cryptic "emotions". Please ignore these or leave a comment about how full of shit I am.
Hooray for Newcastle!
I got a piece of glass removed from my foot last weekend, dont know how it got there but I woke up to a bathroom floor full of broken bottles. Yeah, it's that bad haha. Not looking for sympathy, just writing the stories that will seem funny once I finally get sober.
If you have Netflix you should stream "Fall From Grace" which equals every reason I hate religion. It's about the Westboro Baptist Church. I actually admire them for their honesty, unlike the other Christian Mega-churches who dance around their hatred lest they be put on Fox News and condemned.
I don't care how you feel, just be honest. If we disagree, we may argue but we believe what we've grown to believe. Only ours minds can change themselves, not the argumentative words of an opposer. I'm in the military and have seen people from every walk of life...I would never put my opinions or beliefs above theirs. Yet, sadly, I cannot say the same about most of them.
There is no message of love or hatred, good or evil, because every message is interperated by an individual's mind differently. Embrace the yin and the yang, the Skywalker and Vader, the Dumbledore and Voldemort. It makes life dramatic and entertaining. Hell, it's cheaper than cable.