Ch. 2 I'm yours to lose.... (Retrace the memories don't forget them even if they're painful)
Title: I'm yours to lose
Author: ok_go5
Pairings: (Main for this chapter) Yunjae. Yoosu, Keimin (Keita Tachibana). G-Ri, Oh-Won Binxlee hong ki, Kangteuk.
Artists: Tohoshinki/ W-inds/ Big Bang/ FT Island/ Super Junior
Type: Short Multi-chapter (?)/ Chapter 2
Rating: PG-16
Warning: None really except for some out of character oh and relationships with the uke being waaaay younger than the seme.
Disclaimer: What I don't own -> The characters or the pictures, credit to photobucket and the owners and DBSKer
Summary: "You're my wife and are having my child you're under my responsibility you WILL do as I say, now go back to our room and rest!", Yunho growled at his wife.
A/N: I hope the Character information helps clear any questions/confusion, please enjoy this chapter.
Character profile
Retrace the moments...
Prologue
Ch. 1
Flashback 16 years ago
"I'll find him jaejoong, we just-", Yunho held his breath when he saw the look on jaejoong's face, his wife had never looked at him with those eyes.
"I....HATE..YOU JUNG YUNHO!!!".
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jaejoong wiped the tears off of his face staring at the orphanage, he had nowhere else to go but to return to the hell he thought he had escaped. Who would have thought that the building was going to suffer a tragedy the same day he had returned, the screams of pain and anguish from the children trapped in the fire...
He had managed to save at least a few of the children but the thought of not being able to save everyone made his senses overwhelm with guilt and tears.
At least he knew what to do he wouldn't abandon the little one's he would make a home for them, protect them even if he was all alone....
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3 weeks later
"You're my wife and are having my child you're under my responsibility you WILL do as I say, now go back to our room and rest!", Yunho growled at his wife.
jaejoong looked at Yunho astonished," I don't understand why you keep treating me as if I'm ill, I'm pregnant not handicapped you work and I have to work too. I will not stay trapped in doors in bed while you go off to work".
Yunho stalked towards jaejoong taking noticed that his wife didn't even make any attempt to follow his demand so he picked jaejoong up carefully not once flinching at the soft hands of his wife pounding into his chest,"Jung Yunho let me down now!!".
Yunho put jaejoong on the bed and watched as his wife fumed,"I can take care of myself thank you very much," jaejoong looked at his husband seriously,"I look after our other kids just fine and being pregnant isn't going to change that. I can understand why you're doing all of this", jaejoong stood up and grabbed Yunho's face between his hands looking straight into his eyes," But I can handle this I promise, I'll take care of myself you don't have to worry so much".
Yunho sighed and grabbed one of his hands kissing it tenderly,"Just promise me you'll be extra careful, I don't want to lose...another son, I won't be able to handle it anymore jaejoong."
jaejoong looked at Yunho softly placing a kiss on his cheek," Yunho we haven't lost changmin but I don't want you worrying too much, I have you and our children so please trust me."
Yunho nodded reluctantly," I will, I'm sorry for worrying you boojae".
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The mansion was complete chaos after Yunho left to go to work they took advantage whenever their appa wasn't home on the weekend which meant that the maids had to clean after them instead of themselves like their appa had taught them. jaejoong had gone to see the doctor to make sure everything was alright with the baby leaving the poor maids and butlers to watch over them which was easier said than done.
GD was chasing seung-ri around with a water gun creating a puddle of water wherever they went.
seung-ri ducked under the table just in time and ran towards the hall but slipped and fell on his butt.
GD immediately rushed to his side and looked at seung-ri who looked like he was about to cry, he panicked and hugged him tightly rubbing his back soothingly cooing gentle words into his ear.
He missed the devilish smile on the younger one's face, seung-ri brought his water gun closer and squirted GD with water leaving the other one confused before he too ran away chasing after seung-ri," You better run!".
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hongki was laying on the floor watching t.v. and enjoying the pizza he had ordered earlier when Wonbin walked into his room.
The older boy smiled at how childish he could be, he had a slice in his mouth and was flicking through channels, he walked over surprising the other boy and smiled.
hongki smiled back and looked towards the screen,"Mind if I join you?".
hongki blushed and quickly looked away,"Not at all".
Wonbin smirked when the young boy turned around only to have their faces close to each other, Wonbin leaned in ready to kiss him when seung-ri burst through the door gasping frantically and was searching somewhere to hide.
Just in that moment GD burst in and jumped on seung-ri tickling him completely ignoring Wonbin who looked like he was ready to choke someone and hongki who was back to eating pizza and watching t.v.
ahhh if only umma was here he would know how to handle a bunch of monsters!
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Yunho scrolled down lower on his laptop when his secretary walked in,"Mr. Jung there is a lady wishing to speak with you she says she knows your wife".
"Let her in", Yunho frowned who could it be? as far as he knew jaejoong never said anything to him about a female friend except for......
The door closed with a slam and Yunho didn't have to turn around to know who it was,"Aren't you going to offer me a seat?".
She walked closer and sat on one of his chairs, her face was caked in makeup and her style of clothing was that of someone in her teenage years. Yunho turned and looked at her with cold and deadly eyes,"What are you doing here erika", it wasn't a question but a demand.
"Nothing just stopped by", she looked at him with hatred although she was smiling, she would never forget how he stole jaejoong from her.
"Stop with the unnecessary bullshit and tell me where my son is!", Yunho slammed his fist on his desk but the woman did not even flinch instead she continued to smile which only served to anger Yunho even further.
"I'll hand him over when you give me what I want", Yunho walked over and slapped her but erika only looked back at him with rage and stood up,"Listen to me I will never hand over my wife to a sick and demented person like you get it through your head and as for my son I'll find him with my own strategies."
"If you don't have any other matters to discuss then please leave", erika looked at him with pure vengeance in her eyes but left immediately slamming the door.
Had he done the right thing? No..with a person like her it was a deadly price to pay with no guarantee of getting anything in return. He just hoped jaejoong wouldn't hate him but he was not about to risk his family just for the whims of a woman like her.
He just had to find another way but how?
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Mission
Kangin pushed the man off of leeteuk and helped him get up.
"Thanks".
Kangin looked at him with a stoic expression,"Let's go".
leeteuk nodded and followed the older man throughout the corridor.
Kangin stopped for a second and since leeteuk wasn't looking the right way he collided with his back.
"Have you ever had a boyfriend?", leeteuk looked at him with confusion, they were on a mission and he was asking these type of questions now?.
"Uh..Let's finish the mission", leeteuk walked ahead but a hand caught his arm forcing him to turn around, he sighed heavily,"No I never had a boyfriend I don't have the time".
Kangin let him go and watched as he walked away giving him a nice view of his backside.
"Then I want to be your first", leeteuk looked at him in shock.
"W-what?".
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junsu smiled and clapped when he saw the dolphin jump and squeal at him.
He tensed up when he felt an uncomfortable feeling behind him,"What a surprise seeing you here junsu".
Yoochun sat next to him and watched as junsu scooted over before standing attempting to run away.
Yoochun quickly grabbed his hand without looking at him,"Where do you think you're going?".
junsu tensed and stuttered,"T-the...um", he looked around and spotted a nearby bathroom," I have to go pee".
Yoochun threw away his sandwich in the trash and stood up still holding junsu's wrist in his hand and what a lovely and smooth wrist it was.
"I'll go with you don't want you getting kidnapped", junsu walked towards the bathroom with Yoochun holding him close to his side glaring at everyone.
Touch..and you're all DEAD!!!!
After
junsu dropped his cell phone and bent down to pick it up not paying attention to the danger he was in.
Yoochun was washing his hands when he heard an odd noise outside so he walked outside to see what it was.
junsu was beating the crap out of five gangsters he had never seen the other boy look so serious his body turned in fluid and professional movement, he looked so beautiful and yet deadly at the same time.
The gangsters ran away leaving junsu and Yoochun alone.
junsu noticed Yoochun standing behind him and looked away.
Yoochun walked closer and hugged him from behind poking junsu with his erm..problem.
"That was so cool!!".
"Now I don't have to worry about other people taking advantage of you on our other dates not that they would since were practically going out."
junsu mentally screamed in horror,"W-what are you talking about?".
Yoochun laughed ignoring junsu," hehe you're all mine now".
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Flashback 16 years ago
Yunho looked at the young boy sitting on the park bench despite it raining, he looked sad and lost.
He walked closer sitting down beside him,"I like it when it rains because then it's harder for people to know when you're crying".
The boy looked at him cautiously," I wouldn't know".
Yunho looked at the boy softly," Where are your parents I"m sure they're worried about you".
The little boy looked away with a hurt and lonely expression,"I..don't have any parents".
Yunho nodded before looking out into the rain.
"Would you mind if I became a parent to you".
The boy looked at him perplexed," I have other people with me they're not my real brothers but I love them just the same, I"m sorry but I can't just leave them".
The boy stood up ready to leave,"Then why don't you bring them with you that way you won't be separated."
Yunho smiled at the little boy's astound expression.
"The name's Yunho what's yours".
The little boy looked at him despite being dirty he looked at him with pride in his eyes and smiled,"The name's Kangin".
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Keita waited outside of the university and smiled when he saw changmin walking towards him.
changmin waited until they got inside the car to kiss Keita.
Keita deepened the kiss and pushed changmin against the black window.
changmin wrapped an arm around his boyfriend bringing him closer, he felt a hand go under his shirt running through his chest.
"K-keita", changmin whispered his name making him feel like he was about to go crazy and just take him.
Keita pushed changmin away gently,"No..we can't".
changmin looked at him,"I understand".
Keita grabbed changmin's hand and brought it to his heart," I want you to be sure that you want this and that you love me".
"It's hard to have you near I feel like I'm going crazy whenever I touch you, I don't want to hurt you so I'll wait for you".
changmin smiled at Keita and placed a kiss on the side of his cheek,"Thank you".
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Yunho dodged the bullets just as fast despite having one hit him in the arm.
He ignored the pain and fought against the figures covered in masks, as long as he had a place to return to not even obstacles like these could keep him from returning to his family.
He already knew who was after him but he didn't regret his decision when he refused erika.
He felt a sharp pain in his abdomen but ignored it and continued to fight not caring that his vision was slightly blurring.
After finishing up he got into his car and drove off.
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jaejoong felt a heavy pressure in his heart, leeteuk walked closer to his umma,"Are you okay?".
"Yes I just felt..I wonder if your appa is okay".
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The figure walked in missing the looks of horror and worry on his children and wife's face, he collapsed on the floor and all he heard was jaejoong's screams and cries over him.
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Erika dismissed the young boy and quickly dressed herself.
She picked up her cell phone once it rung,"The job is done madam".
She hanged up and smirked cruelly,"Now that you're gone I'll have him all to myself".
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Author: ok_go5
Pairings: (Main for this chapter) Yunjae. Yoosu, Keimin (Keita Tachibana). G-Ri, Oh-Won Binxlee hong ki, Kangteuk.
Artists: Tohoshinki/ W-inds/ Big Bang/ FT Island/ Super Junior
Type: Short Multi-chapter (?)/ Chapter 2
Rating: PG-16
Warning: None really except for some out of character oh and relationships with the uke being waaaay younger than the seme.
Disclaimer: What I don't own -> The characters or the pictures, credit to photobucket and the owners and DBSKer
Summary: "You're my wife and are having my child you're under my responsibility you WILL do as I say, now go back to our room and rest!", Yunho growled at his wife.
A/N: I hope the Character information helps clear any questions/confusion, please enjoy this chapter.
Character profile
Retrace the moments...
Prologue
Ch. 1
Flashback 16 years ago
"I'll find him jaejoong, we just-", Yunho held his breath when he saw the look on jaejoong's face, his wife had never looked at him with those eyes.
"I....HATE..YOU JUNG YUNHO!!!".
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jaejoong wiped the tears off of his face staring at the orphanage, he had nowhere else to go but to return to the hell he thought he had escaped. Who would have thought that the building was going to suffer a tragedy the same day he had returned, the screams of pain and anguish from the children trapped in the fire...
He had managed to save at least a few of the children but the thought of not being able to save everyone made his senses overwhelm with guilt and tears.
At least he knew what to do he wouldn't abandon the little one's he would make a home for them, protect them even if he was all alone....
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3 weeks later
"You're my wife and are having my child you're under my responsibility you WILL do as I say, now go back to our room and rest!", Yunho growled at his wife.
jaejoong looked at Yunho astonished," I don't understand why you keep treating me as if I'm ill, I'm pregnant not handicapped you work and I have to work too. I will not stay trapped in doors in bed while you go off to work".
Yunho stalked towards jaejoong taking noticed that his wife didn't even make any attempt to follow his demand so he picked jaejoong up carefully not once flinching at the soft hands of his wife pounding into his chest,"Jung Yunho let me down now!!".
Yunho put jaejoong on the bed and watched as his wife fumed,"I can take care of myself thank you very much," jaejoong looked at his husband seriously,"I look after our other kids just fine and being pregnant isn't going to change that. I can understand why you're doing all of this", jaejoong stood up and grabbed Yunho's face between his hands looking straight into his eyes," But I can handle this I promise, I'll take care of myself you don't have to worry so much".
Yunho sighed and grabbed one of his hands kissing it tenderly,"Just promise me you'll be extra careful, I don't want to lose...another son, I won't be able to handle it anymore jaejoong."
jaejoong looked at Yunho softly placing a kiss on his cheek," Yunho we haven't lost changmin but I don't want you worrying too much, I have you and our children so please trust me."
Yunho nodded reluctantly," I will, I'm sorry for worrying you boojae".
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The mansion was complete chaos after Yunho left to go to work they took advantage whenever their appa wasn't home on the weekend which meant that the maids had to clean after them instead of themselves like their appa had taught them. jaejoong had gone to see the doctor to make sure everything was alright with the baby leaving the poor maids and butlers to watch over them which was easier said than done.
GD was chasing seung-ri around with a water gun creating a puddle of water wherever they went.
seung-ri ducked under the table just in time and ran towards the hall but slipped and fell on his butt.
GD immediately rushed to his side and looked at seung-ri who looked like he was about to cry, he panicked and hugged him tightly rubbing his back soothingly cooing gentle words into his ear.
He missed the devilish smile on the younger one's face, seung-ri brought his water gun closer and squirted GD with water leaving the other one confused before he too ran away chasing after seung-ri," You better run!".
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hongki was laying on the floor watching t.v. and enjoying the pizza he had ordered earlier when Wonbin walked into his room.
The older boy smiled at how childish he could be, he had a slice in his mouth and was flicking through channels, he walked over surprising the other boy and smiled.
hongki smiled back and looked towards the screen,"Mind if I join you?".
hongki blushed and quickly looked away,"Not at all".
Wonbin smirked when the young boy turned around only to have their faces close to each other, Wonbin leaned in ready to kiss him when seung-ri burst through the door gasping frantically and was searching somewhere to hide.
Just in that moment GD burst in and jumped on seung-ri tickling him completely ignoring Wonbin who looked like he was ready to choke someone and hongki who was back to eating pizza and watching t.v.
ahhh if only umma was here he would know how to handle a bunch of monsters!
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Yunho scrolled down lower on his laptop when his secretary walked in,"Mr. Jung there is a lady wishing to speak with you she says she knows your wife".
"Let her in", Yunho frowned who could it be? as far as he knew jaejoong never said anything to him about a female friend except for......
The door closed with a slam and Yunho didn't have to turn around to know who it was,"Aren't you going to offer me a seat?".
She walked closer and sat on one of his chairs, her face was caked in makeup and her style of clothing was that of someone in her teenage years. Yunho turned and looked at her with cold and deadly eyes,"What are you doing here erika", it wasn't a question but a demand.
"Nothing just stopped by", she looked at him with hatred although she was smiling, she would never forget how he stole jaejoong from her.
"Stop with the unnecessary bullshit and tell me where my son is!", Yunho slammed his fist on his desk but the woman did not even flinch instead she continued to smile which only served to anger Yunho even further.
"I'll hand him over when you give me what I want", Yunho walked over and slapped her but erika only looked back at him with rage and stood up,"Listen to me I will never hand over my wife to a sick and demented person like you get it through your head and as for my son I'll find him with my own strategies."
"If you don't have any other matters to discuss then please leave", erika looked at him with pure vengeance in her eyes but left immediately slamming the door.
Had he done the right thing? No..with a person like her it was a deadly price to pay with no guarantee of getting anything in return. He just hoped jaejoong wouldn't hate him but he was not about to risk his family just for the whims of a woman like her.
He just had to find another way but how?
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Mission
Kangin pushed the man off of leeteuk and helped him get up.
"Thanks".
Kangin looked at him with a stoic expression,"Let's go".
leeteuk nodded and followed the older man throughout the corridor.
Kangin stopped for a second and since leeteuk wasn't looking the right way he collided with his back.
"Have you ever had a boyfriend?", leeteuk looked at him with confusion, they were on a mission and he was asking these type of questions now?.
"Uh..Let's finish the mission", leeteuk walked ahead but a hand caught his arm forcing him to turn around, he sighed heavily,"No I never had a boyfriend I don't have the time".
Kangin let him go and watched as he walked away giving him a nice view of his backside.
"Then I want to be your first", leeteuk looked at him in shock.
"W-what?".
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junsu smiled and clapped when he saw the dolphin jump and squeal at him.
He tensed up when he felt an uncomfortable feeling behind him,"What a surprise seeing you here junsu".
Yoochun sat next to him and watched as junsu scooted over before standing attempting to run away.
Yoochun quickly grabbed his hand without looking at him,"Where do you think you're going?".
junsu tensed and stuttered,"T-the...um", he looked around and spotted a nearby bathroom," I have to go pee".
Yoochun threw away his sandwich in the trash and stood up still holding junsu's wrist in his hand and what a lovely and smooth wrist it was.
"I'll go with you don't want you getting kidnapped", junsu walked towards the bathroom with Yoochun holding him close to his side glaring at everyone.
Touch..and you're all DEAD!!!!
After
junsu dropped his cell phone and bent down to pick it up not paying attention to the danger he was in.
Yoochun was washing his hands when he heard an odd noise outside so he walked outside to see what it was.
junsu was beating the crap out of five gangsters he had never seen the other boy look so serious his body turned in fluid and professional movement, he looked so beautiful and yet deadly at the same time.
The gangsters ran away leaving junsu and Yoochun alone.
junsu noticed Yoochun standing behind him and looked away.
Yoochun walked closer and hugged him from behind poking junsu with his erm..problem.
"That was so cool!!".
"Now I don't have to worry about other people taking advantage of you on our other dates not that they would since were practically going out."
junsu mentally screamed in horror,"W-what are you talking about?".
Yoochun laughed ignoring junsu," hehe you're all mine now".
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Flashback 16 years ago
Yunho looked at the young boy sitting on the park bench despite it raining, he looked sad and lost.
He walked closer sitting down beside him,"I like it when it rains because then it's harder for people to know when you're crying".
The boy looked at him cautiously," I wouldn't know".
Yunho looked at the boy softly," Where are your parents I"m sure they're worried about you".
The little boy looked away with a hurt and lonely expression,"I..don't have any parents".
Yunho nodded before looking out into the rain.
"Would you mind if I became a parent to you".
The boy looked at him perplexed," I have other people with me they're not my real brothers but I love them just the same, I"m sorry but I can't just leave them".
The boy stood up ready to leave,"Then why don't you bring them with you that way you won't be separated."
Yunho smiled at the little boy's astound expression.
"The name's Yunho what's yours".
The little boy looked at him despite being dirty he looked at him with pride in his eyes and smiled,"The name's Kangin".
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Keita waited outside of the university and smiled when he saw changmin walking towards him.
changmin waited until they got inside the car to kiss Keita.
Keita deepened the kiss and pushed changmin against the black window.
changmin wrapped an arm around his boyfriend bringing him closer, he felt a hand go under his shirt running through his chest.
"K-keita", changmin whispered his name making him feel like he was about to go crazy and just take him.
Keita pushed changmin away gently,"No..we can't".
changmin looked at him,"I understand".
Keita grabbed changmin's hand and brought it to his heart," I want you to be sure that you want this and that you love me".
"It's hard to have you near I feel like I'm going crazy whenever I touch you, I don't want to hurt you so I'll wait for you".
changmin smiled at Keita and placed a kiss on the side of his cheek,"Thank you".
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Yunho dodged the bullets just as fast despite having one hit him in the arm.
He ignored the pain and fought against the figures covered in masks, as long as he had a place to return to not even obstacles like these could keep him from returning to his family.
He already knew who was after him but he didn't regret his decision when he refused erika.
He felt a sharp pain in his abdomen but ignored it and continued to fight not caring that his vision was slightly blurring.
After finishing up he got into his car and drove off.
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jaejoong felt a heavy pressure in his heart, leeteuk walked closer to his umma,"Are you okay?".
"Yes I just felt..I wonder if your appa is okay".
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The figure walked in missing the looks of horror and worry on his children and wife's face, he collapsed on the floor and all he heard was jaejoong's screams and cries over him.
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Erika dismissed the young boy and quickly dressed herself.
She picked up her cell phone once it rung,"The job is done madam".
She hanged up and smirked cruelly,"Now that you're gone I'll have him all to myself".
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