Ch 9 of Ways to escape the Sun
Title: Ways to escape the sun
Author: ok_go5
Chapters: 9/?
Pairing: Yoosu, Keimin
Genre: Angst/Romance
Rating: PG_13
Disclaimer: Nope, sorry don't own them don't want them...^^
Warnings: RAPE, MPREG, MALEXMALE SITUATIONS
Summary: Just when I thought I could possibly start to accept things despite how absurd they were......
Various sound of wine glasses coming together could be heard throughout the wedding place, there were camera flashes here and there were reporters hungry for the latest news not because they cared, but for their own personal reasons......
My heart is beating so fast, there are so many people here it makes me nervous.
"junsu", he looked up to see his husband in front of him staring at him with a serious look in his face it made him uncomfortable and yet.... why do I feel like......
He was so close to the other man,"we need to talk".
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
jaejoong knew curiosity had a way of biting him in the butt despite he needed to know more about yunho he had the right to mistrust the other, asking for some background information couldn't hurt anyone, that's why he was busy talking to yoochun's sister right now.
"His family isn't one that fits a picture perfect, being an only child he was forced to do many things by himself and that caused him to depend and rely on himself only. His mom died when he was young it was then that yunho discovered that he had a brother, you see his dad was always off at work leaving yunho's mother to care for the house and the two boys I guessed she must have been tired and exhausted that she left the household and ran away with the youngest son, keita."
"He was forced to grow up quickly he became like a father to keita, there's nothing he wouldn't do for his younger brother since it's the only person he holds close to his heart".
why do I feel like I wronged yunho?
"yunho was always rebelling against everyone and everything especially in school, he was always getting into fights and always looked at the world like it was against him. When his mother died he was expected to be the successor to the family business and had to behave like one, I never once saw him smile or go out with anyone he was always busy with work and other things, though he seems to have a soft spot for children it seems that cold exterior of his melts away. I'm his friend so I know about the things he wishes to forget but recently it seems like his icy countenance is breaking slowly, you wouldn't happen to know anything would you?"
He stood up feeling as if someone had pricked his thumb,"o-of course not!".
"Oh ok it's just that you have this look on your face".
That's because I can't help but feel guilty
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Cut the crap why did you appear all of a sudden?"
"What? jealous that you might lose your angel to me?"
keita knew there was more than what koikei let on he knew friends tended to be close but the way he hanged around HIS lover made it seemed like he was the one dating him and not the other way around.
"Jealous? from what I see, changmin only sees you as a friend and nothing else."
"really then I guess it's fine if I move in with him besides we are friends after all", the tone of his voice indicated a different purpose.
He watched as koikei pushed passed him exiting the men's washroom with a smug look on his face.
I won't lose changmin to you, even if I have to rip his wings off
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"I have nothing to do with the yakuza, I know I have no right to ask for your forgiveness and I know the pain I caused you to endure but I....I love you junsu".
Just when I thought I could possibly start to accept things despite how absurd they were......
For once he was at a loss for words the silence he received from junsu was worse than.... than knowing I don't have his heart
junsu thanked the silence that spread throughout the room and continued to stare out the window,"the limo will be here soon to take you home", he heard the disappointment in yoochun's voice, it was as if he should apologize for making him feel that way even if he was the one hurting.
He placed a hand on his tummy and looked down,"what are we going to do?". He felt himself smile, it was something he couldn't put words onto but he knew how happy it made him just knowing there was a small bundle growing inside of him. Everything was getting so complicated right now and the only thing he knew was that whenever he felt sad or lost he could depend on the little miracle growing inside his tummy to light up his mood.
what am I going to do now that I know the truth about yoochun.....
He let out a frightened gasp escape his lips when he felt a white towel press against his nose, placing him unconscious.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"changmin we need to talk".
changmin smiled at the little girl and watched as she ran away,"thanks for playing with me mister".
He looked back at keita and knew this wasn't going to be a pleasant talk.
"Sure let's go outside".
keita knew it wasn't right or fair to put changmin on the stop when they still didn't know each other well but for once he would put his selfishness first.
"changmin I like you very much and not just as a friend I want us to be more than that, I need to know if you feel the same way as me but first I need to know...what does koikei mean to you?"
The question caught him off guard,"what?".
I mean they were best friends and whenever he had an ordeal or wasn't happy koikei would call him to cheer him up, putting a smile back on his face. He could always count on him it was to be expected since they knew each other since they were freshman's. He considered koikei to be someone close and very special to him it was almost like having a lover of course he liked koikei.
But that's were the line was visible he considered koikei as family like the brother he never had he loved koikei and would do anything for him but he could only see him a younger brother and nothing more.
is he worried?
"Well I've known him since a long time ago and I can always count on him to be there when I need him despite both of us being busy. I guess I love him and care for him more than friends."
"So you love him", the look on keita's face was between disappointment and...jealousy?
"No, what I meant was I love him and care for him as a younger brother I consider him to be my family since I don't have anyone else, we've always looked out for one another."
changmin walked closer to keita and saw the gloomy countenance of the other," I like you very much too so you don't need to worry about my feelings for someone else".
keita pushed him against the wall and kissed him he felt his warmth wrapping around him like a blanket.
my first kiss.......
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Sir I have important news".
yoochun cast his gaze from the window to the young man,"were past formalities jiro".
He watched as jiro fidgeted uncomfortably,"what is it?"
"I went to find junsu to bring him home but he wasn't there and all I found this laying on the floor."
junsu's ring!
"I know I'm prying into matters that don't concern me...but did something happen between you and junsu?"
you'll know what it means to lose someone important
For once yoochun knew what it was to feel pain.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The sleeping figure shifted to the left side of the bed, something didn't feel right he felt like he was being watched closely.
He opened his eyes and moved away from the figure staring back at him with a smile.
"I see you've awakened now".
"I've always knew yoochun had good taste in both male and female but I must say your the first one who rivals both."
junsu stood up from the bed only to fall back.
"I told them not to be so harsh I guess those matters can be dealt with later on."
"I've asked the maids to prepare dinner, come now you must be hungry".
where am I?........yoochun please find me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
junsu had never seen so much food laid out in front of him and the table was so long it seemed you needed to shout across the room just to be heard. Not to mention there were several maids and butlers to cater to the whims of the guests.
people over the world are starving and he sits here like everything is okay
"Is the meal not to your liking I can have the chef prepare something of your taste."
Either he got sucked into another world of dementia or this guy was clearly suffering from an illness. junsu felt the last straw of control snap.
"Don't waste my time, where are we and why am I here?"
He was sure he saw a smile cross the man's face in his line of work those smiles meant more than just a friendly gesture, it didn't matter the smile only aggravated him.
"Such words for someone who doesn't know in what situation he has being placed in".
junsu saw the door open as a chef walked in with food and hastily dashed out of the room.
"Sir should I alert the guards?"
"No, let him go he'll tire out eventually, besides there is no other way to leave this place unless I authorize it".
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
junsu was busy running through the garden of the huge mansion that he wasn't watching were he was going and tripped on a twig only to knock his head on the edge of a water fountain, knocking him unconscious.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Voices were forming in the room which only served to piss him off even further.
"Why is he so calm?"
"His lover probably ran away."
"He's acting like nothing happened".
yoochun walked inside the police office and found yunho doing what he does the most--sleeping.
He slammed his hands on the desk watching as the figure woke up.
"What do you want--oh it's you".
yoochun was in no mood for any tricks, yunho noticed this from the way yoochun looked at him... no expression
"I heard about what happened, you must be swimming in rage by now I swear your the only one who can keep such a stoic face when everything is plunging into hell."
"I put a tracking device on the wedding bands, get off your ass and help me find him I'll be waiting outside".
He watched as yoochun exited the room not waiting for his response cocky bastard
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Behind the Scenes
"Umm excuse but these drinks are for the both of you, anniversary of this model agency for 25 years of business".
Both junsu and jaejoong stared at each other. It should be illegal to be up and about when there is so much work to be done.
"Here take them, there free".
Jaejoong and junsu accepted the drinks, "let's toast to our success and for having a good friend like you, both of them tapped their glasses and drank a little, it wouldn't do well if they had a drunk model on the runway.
The figure continued to walk towards the exit when his cell phone went off.
"Have you finished you job, don't forget about yoochun and yunho we can't expect the plan to flourish if our guests aren't comfortable and....relaxed koikei".
"I've finished I'm on my way out".
He hanged up his phone harshly having a boss like testuji was taking a toll on his life despite the money it was beginning to tire him out working for the crime lord.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A/N: Sorry I'm late but to make it up I put some goodies in my journal and I'm taking requests until the 26 so if you want a certain mp3 or video let me know and I'll see what I can do. But if I"m late with request then I apologize it's just that I'm busy right now but I promise I'll try to fulfill your request.^^
Happy holidays!!!!!!!
Author: ok_go5
Chapters: 9/?
Pairing: Yoosu, Keimin
Genre: Angst/Romance
Rating: PG_13
Disclaimer: Nope, sorry don't own them don't want them...^^
Warnings: RAPE, MPREG, MALEXMALE SITUATIONS
Summary: Just when I thought I could possibly start to accept things despite how absurd they were......
Various sound of wine glasses coming together could be heard throughout the wedding place, there were camera flashes here and there were reporters hungry for the latest news not because they cared, but for their own personal reasons......
My heart is beating so fast, there are so many people here it makes me nervous.
"junsu", he looked up to see his husband in front of him staring at him with a serious look in his face it made him uncomfortable and yet.... why do I feel like......
He was so close to the other man,"we need to talk".
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
jaejoong knew curiosity had a way of biting him in the butt despite he needed to know more about yunho he had the right to mistrust the other, asking for some background information couldn't hurt anyone, that's why he was busy talking to yoochun's sister right now.
"His family isn't one that fits a picture perfect, being an only child he was forced to do many things by himself and that caused him to depend and rely on himself only. His mom died when he was young it was then that yunho discovered that he had a brother, you see his dad was always off at work leaving yunho's mother to care for the house and the two boys I guessed she must have been tired and exhausted that she left the household and ran away with the youngest son, keita."
"He was forced to grow up quickly he became like a father to keita, there's nothing he wouldn't do for his younger brother since it's the only person he holds close to his heart".
why do I feel like I wronged yunho?
"yunho was always rebelling against everyone and everything especially in school, he was always getting into fights and always looked at the world like it was against him. When his mother died he was expected to be the successor to the family business and had to behave like one, I never once saw him smile or go out with anyone he was always busy with work and other things, though he seems to have a soft spot for children it seems that cold exterior of his melts away. I'm his friend so I know about the things he wishes to forget but recently it seems like his icy countenance is breaking slowly, you wouldn't happen to know anything would you?"
He stood up feeling as if someone had pricked his thumb,"o-of course not!".
"Oh ok it's just that you have this look on your face".
That's because I can't help but feel guilty
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Cut the crap why did you appear all of a sudden?"
"What? jealous that you might lose your angel to me?"
keita knew there was more than what koikei let on he knew friends tended to be close but the way he hanged around HIS lover made it seemed like he was the one dating him and not the other way around.
"Jealous? from what I see, changmin only sees you as a friend and nothing else."
"really then I guess it's fine if I move in with him besides we are friends after all", the tone of his voice indicated a different purpose.
He watched as koikei pushed passed him exiting the men's washroom with a smug look on his face.
I won't lose changmin to you, even if I have to rip his wings off
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"I have nothing to do with the yakuza, I know I have no right to ask for your forgiveness and I know the pain I caused you to endure but I....I love you junsu".
Just when I thought I could possibly start to accept things despite how absurd they were......
For once he was at a loss for words the silence he received from junsu was worse than.... than knowing I don't have his heart
junsu thanked the silence that spread throughout the room and continued to stare out the window,"the limo will be here soon to take you home", he heard the disappointment in yoochun's voice, it was as if he should apologize for making him feel that way even if he was the one hurting.
He placed a hand on his tummy and looked down,"what are we going to do?". He felt himself smile, it was something he couldn't put words onto but he knew how happy it made him just knowing there was a small bundle growing inside of him. Everything was getting so complicated right now and the only thing he knew was that whenever he felt sad or lost he could depend on the little miracle growing inside his tummy to light up his mood.
what am I going to do now that I know the truth about yoochun.....
He let out a frightened gasp escape his lips when he felt a white towel press against his nose, placing him unconscious.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"changmin we need to talk".
changmin smiled at the little girl and watched as she ran away,"thanks for playing with me mister".
He looked back at keita and knew this wasn't going to be a pleasant talk.
"Sure let's go outside".
keita knew it wasn't right or fair to put changmin on the stop when they still didn't know each other well but for once he would put his selfishness first.
"changmin I like you very much and not just as a friend I want us to be more than that, I need to know if you feel the same way as me but first I need to know...what does koikei mean to you?"
The question caught him off guard,"what?".
I mean they were best friends and whenever he had an ordeal or wasn't happy koikei would call him to cheer him up, putting a smile back on his face. He could always count on him it was to be expected since they knew each other since they were freshman's. He considered koikei to be someone close and very special to him it was almost like having a lover of course he liked koikei.
But that's were the line was visible he considered koikei as family like the brother he never had he loved koikei and would do anything for him but he could only see him a younger brother and nothing more.
is he worried?
"Well I've known him since a long time ago and I can always count on him to be there when I need him despite both of us being busy. I guess I love him and care for him more than friends."
"So you love him", the look on keita's face was between disappointment and...jealousy?
"No, what I meant was I love him and care for him as a younger brother I consider him to be my family since I don't have anyone else, we've always looked out for one another."
changmin walked closer to keita and saw the gloomy countenance of the other," I like you very much too so you don't need to worry about my feelings for someone else".
keita pushed him against the wall and kissed him he felt his warmth wrapping around him like a blanket.
my first kiss.......
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Sir I have important news".
yoochun cast his gaze from the window to the young man,"were past formalities jiro".
He watched as jiro fidgeted uncomfortably,"what is it?"
"I went to find junsu to bring him home but he wasn't there and all I found this laying on the floor."
junsu's ring!
"I know I'm prying into matters that don't concern me...but did something happen between you and junsu?"
you'll know what it means to lose someone important
For once yoochun knew what it was to feel pain.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The sleeping figure shifted to the left side of the bed, something didn't feel right he felt like he was being watched closely.
He opened his eyes and moved away from the figure staring back at him with a smile.
"I see you've awakened now".
"I've always knew yoochun had good taste in both male and female but I must say your the first one who rivals both."
junsu stood up from the bed only to fall back.
"I told them not to be so harsh I guess those matters can be dealt with later on."
"I've asked the maids to prepare dinner, come now you must be hungry".
where am I?........yoochun please find me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
junsu had never seen so much food laid out in front of him and the table was so long it seemed you needed to shout across the room just to be heard. Not to mention there were several maids and butlers to cater to the whims of the guests.
people over the world are starving and he sits here like everything is okay
"Is the meal not to your liking I can have the chef prepare something of your taste."
Either he got sucked into another world of dementia or this guy was clearly suffering from an illness. junsu felt the last straw of control snap.
"Don't waste my time, where are we and why am I here?"
He was sure he saw a smile cross the man's face in his line of work those smiles meant more than just a friendly gesture, it didn't matter the smile only aggravated him.
"Such words for someone who doesn't know in what situation he has being placed in".
junsu saw the door open as a chef walked in with food and hastily dashed out of the room.
"Sir should I alert the guards?"
"No, let him go he'll tire out eventually, besides there is no other way to leave this place unless I authorize it".
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
junsu was busy running through the garden of the huge mansion that he wasn't watching were he was going and tripped on a twig only to knock his head on the edge of a water fountain, knocking him unconscious.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Voices were forming in the room which only served to piss him off even further.
"Why is he so calm?"
"His lover probably ran away."
"He's acting like nothing happened".
yoochun walked inside the police office and found yunho doing what he does the most--sleeping.
He slammed his hands on the desk watching as the figure woke up.
"What do you want--oh it's you".
yoochun was in no mood for any tricks, yunho noticed this from the way yoochun looked at him... no expression
"I heard about what happened, you must be swimming in rage by now I swear your the only one who can keep such a stoic face when everything is plunging into hell."
"I put a tracking device on the wedding bands, get off your ass and help me find him I'll be waiting outside".
He watched as yoochun exited the room not waiting for his response cocky bastard
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Behind the Scenes
"Umm excuse but these drinks are for the both of you, anniversary of this model agency for 25 years of business".
Both junsu and jaejoong stared at each other. It should be illegal to be up and about when there is so much work to be done.
"Here take them, there free".
Jaejoong and junsu accepted the drinks, "let's toast to our success and for having a good friend like you, both of them tapped their glasses and drank a little, it wouldn't do well if they had a drunk model on the runway.
The figure continued to walk towards the exit when his cell phone went off.
"Have you finished you job, don't forget about yoochun and yunho we can't expect the plan to flourish if our guests aren't comfortable and....relaxed koikei".
"I've finished I'm on my way out".
He hanged up his phone harshly having a boss like testuji was taking a toll on his life despite the money it was beginning to tire him out working for the crime lord.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A/N: Sorry I'm late but to make it up I put some goodies in my journal and I'm taking requests until the 26 so if you want a certain mp3 or video let me know and I'll see what I can do. But if I"m late with request then I apologize it's just that I'm busy right now but I promise I'll try to fulfill your request.^^
Happy holidays!!!!!!!