Hmmm....

[ojuliet]

I'm just really looking forward to this coming year. I think it's going to be the first year i've started out in my life, really knowing myself and being pretty wise i think and just knowing where I stand, where my footing is. This year i learned my strengths and weaknesses, inside and out. I feel i'm more able to step back from situations now and see what makes sense and what doesn't, and I'm just generally more certain of myself.

Sometimes i get these moodswings where everythings the very opposite. I know some people don't have the right perception of me, and i'm kind of afraid i can't change that anymore. But at the same time, i'm better realizing that i really can't do anything about it, and what is, is.

I'm applying for city term, and i might be going to italy in july to take some art master classes.

I'm growing closer to a couple people, and starting to be more confident in terms of guys... I'm not ugly, I've accomplished a lot, and i'm not going to die if some guy doesn't like me. After all, it's just some guy. Who knows me better, me or him?

I'm just looking forward to what can be done this year, what i can accomplish and experience, and how much fun i'm going to get to have in the future.

I wish it were spring break already, and i'm not even off winter break.
Pahah. :p