All Hell Broke Loose....
I stood up for myself this morning....any other boss would have had me fired. But my Supervisor likes me deep inside even though she undermines me. I needed to make my voice heard, but it wasn't the right time for her. You see, she's always stressed out about her job. And we all are. We rely on a boss that's never here. The office is running...but without a leader. I want to suggest changes, have good ideas...but I'm simply an OPS. So, my voice becomes background noise...like the humming noise this laptop makes while i sit here and type. Then we calmed down....We talk...civilly...I say civilly cause she's no longer screaming out loud to me. I proceed to tell her that she's disrespecting me. She then tells me I'm stepping over her. We're both right but for different reasons. We say our apologies...agree to speak of matters that bother us at another time without emotions escalating and we go back to work. Peaceful Resolve.
However, I can't help but feel that perhaps I should look for something else really soon. Things are dwindling down over here...My boss who's never here...is planning to get a leave of absence. Well, I was planning on getting something anyways after graduation, but yesterday's conversation with mom and this morning's incident has made it clear that moving on means NOW.
I gotta get organized...get the resume ready and really take the job search seriously.
Damn...PMS is a treacherous villian.....
However, I can't help but feel that perhaps I should look for something else really soon. Things are dwindling down over here...My boss who's never here...is planning to get a leave of absence. Well, I was planning on getting something anyways after graduation, but yesterday's conversation with mom and this morning's incident has made it clear that moving on means NOW.
I gotta get organized...get the resume ready and really take the job search seriously.
Damn...PMS is a treacherous villian.....