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Agghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! I AM GOING TO FUCKING KILL DANNY, I SWEAR I WILL, BEFORE I FUCKING LEAVE HE IS DYING!!!!!!! HE IS SOOO FUCKING STUPID SOMETIMES, HOLY FUCK!!!I AM GOING TO JUST SNAP HIS FUCKING NECK..not sure how he is a big guy... BUT I WILL FIGURE IT OUT OR JUST STAB HIM MULTIPLE TIMES, MOTHER FUCKER, I FUCKING HATE THAT MOTHER FUCKER AND HE SERIOUSLY MUST DIEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLYAD' SUKA!!PIZDA!!!!!!! IDI NA HUI PIDER!!!! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i FUCKING HATE GUYS, SERIOUSLY THEY ARE JUST STUPID, AND I AM OFFICIALLY LESBIAN NOW, FUCKING ASSES, AGHHJHHHHBOLFUTGJKHWSDJKHBRFSZCVGESJHFKJDHKJFHJMNBXKJFHJKFKMDHKBHGFMGB,KNHKBGVJKHKGBSZ,HLKHFKJHKMBFMHDKJDFKJDHGKJHESIOURIOHNLKFHXUFHEKGNTFKJSHKJFJHDXLKH FJKCHX FJKRHEKJDH GKJDFUIFHEJKDB!!!!!!!!!!!!7W678!%#^#&%&$%$@%^%*%%@$r(*^)&$^%#(*^)(*^*$^%#*&%o)^*($^$*^%(*_%%@%#& AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
*gasps for breath* ...........i hate them. All of them, in this moment... Even Derrek and he didnt even do anything, i just hate him on account of his fucking gender.... God i hate danny and fucking artie, he shouldnt even be breathing he is taking up air space, i might just have to.. i dont know i am sooo fucking angry right now i cant even think straight FUCKING SHIT!!!!!, I am glad he is not here right now, he wouldnt be standing up much less breathing, stupid fucker, shit shit shit shit shit shit fuck!!!!!!!! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God i am glad nobody is fucking here.. Fuck! I need to fucking hit something, right now, hold on****** ....okay... i think im okay now, my knuckles are all red though, but i feel a little better *sigh* i dont know, time to think rationally now... *sigh*
..okay... first of all why am i so angry with danny, because i am a little jealous that he has a girlfriend... sorry but its inevitable we were a LOT closer than people knew...i was never physically attracted to him, but emotionally i loved him, i dont think he ever knew it, to tell the truth i didnt either... until recently i realized just how much he meant to me.. and i took that stupid ass for granted, so much... now i just want it to be like it used to...i fucking miss him, i miss his stupid sense of humor, i miss how much he cared about me, i miss hanging out with him and having 3 hour long conversations... i keep screwing up i should stop doing this, not saying i want to date him, no no i just want him as a best friend again, i reeeally fucking miss korean food, fuck im hungry for fucking korean food, i miss seeing him after my classes and he would be sitting at the table his nose buried in a book and i would plop down and either complain about a class, tell him about i test that i got a good grade on, or just say something totally random, I loved him but i was never really sure and i of course never told him, i didnt want to encourage him, i couldnt be with him, though he told me many times that he dreamed of marrying me and taking me back to korea with him... i just laughed, i knew it would never happen, i just didnt love him in that way.. it was more of a brother-sister thing... but rather different than that, its the only way i can think of to describe it...it was plutonic relationship but that eventually changed of course, how could it not, we were always together... and we were human, it was inevitable...i cried when he told me that he couldnt hang out with me anymore...actually i was crying before that, he just couldnt tell yet... sooo i have officially lost one of my best friends, it hurts a lot you know.. As a human being i suck...i suck at this soo much i should become a rock, cant really do anything wrong if youre a rock right??? im sure i could..... He hates me...*sigh*
I just talk to Derrek, hes a cool guy... i dont really hate HIM, hes pretty nice. I dont know i guess i should just except that Danny, like artie, is a thing of the past and i need to move on, RIGHT NOW!
im going to go study for awhile, see you later
*gasps for breath* ...........i hate them. All of them, in this moment... Even Derrek and he didnt even do anything, i just hate him on account of his fucking gender.... God i hate danny and fucking artie, he shouldnt even be breathing he is taking up air space, i might just have to.. i dont know i am sooo fucking angry right now i cant even think straight FUCKING SHIT!!!!!, I am glad he is not here right now, he wouldnt be standing up much less breathing, stupid fucker, shit shit shit shit shit shit fuck!!!!!!!! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God i am glad nobody is fucking here.. Fuck! I need to fucking hit something, right now, hold on****** ....okay... i think im okay now, my knuckles are all red though, but i feel a little better *sigh* i dont know, time to think rationally now... *sigh*
..okay... first of all why am i so angry with danny, because i am a little jealous that he has a girlfriend... sorry but its inevitable we were a LOT closer than people knew...i was never physically attracted to him, but emotionally i loved him, i dont think he ever knew it, to tell the truth i didnt either... until recently i realized just how much he meant to me.. and i took that stupid ass for granted, so much... now i just want it to be like it used to...i fucking miss him, i miss his stupid sense of humor, i miss how much he cared about me, i miss hanging out with him and having 3 hour long conversations... i keep screwing up i should stop doing this, not saying i want to date him, no no i just want him as a best friend again, i reeeally fucking miss korean food, fuck im hungry for fucking korean food, i miss seeing him after my classes and he would be sitting at the table his nose buried in a book and i would plop down and either complain about a class, tell him about i test that i got a good grade on, or just say something totally random, I loved him but i was never really sure and i of course never told him, i didnt want to encourage him, i couldnt be with him, though he told me many times that he dreamed of marrying me and taking me back to korea with him... i just laughed, i knew it would never happen, i just didnt love him in that way.. it was more of a brother-sister thing... but rather different than that, its the only way i can think of to describe it...it was plutonic relationship but that eventually changed of course, how could it not, we were always together... and we were human, it was inevitable...i cried when he told me that he couldnt hang out with me anymore...actually i was crying before that, he just couldnt tell yet... sooo i have officially lost one of my best friends, it hurts a lot you know.. As a human being i suck...i suck at this soo much i should become a rock, cant really do anything wrong if youre a rock right??? im sure i could..... He hates me...*sigh*
I just talk to Derrek, hes a cool guy... i dont really hate HIM, hes pretty nice. I dont know i guess i should just except that Danny, like artie, is a thing of the past and i need to move on, RIGHT NOW!
im going to go study for awhile, see you later