ehh
i don't think i like this part of snow. where it stops snowing, and there's snow all over, and it's really slippery on the ground. i keep slipping. oh well. i'll fall soon. i think i'd lay there for awhile if i did.
and due to all of the snow, we aren't actually doing anything with lacrosse, other than lifting. but that's okay, other than bryan<3 and jeremy, the team is a bunch of pussies that can't handle the cold or the snow. i love you bryan.
and now it's really cold, which sucks because i don't like when it's this cold.
i decided to stay for crew today. i was actually doing something, and then it turned out to be for nothing. which is okay i guess. and i'm trying to stay after the next couple of days due to the amount of work still needed to get done, which is fine because work doesn't even seem like work there.
i seemed to have been really out of it today. or not really out of it, just easily bothered. and i still was a little while ago, but i think i'm good now, but i think it will be back soon. i don't know what it is. i'm weird about the strangest things, and sometimes i'm fine about them, and sometimes i'm not. i think on certain days, i pay too much attention to certain things, and i let them get to me, to the point where it affects me in some way, a bad way. and then if it's one thing that does that, then i'll look into everything, and let it all get me down. i need to stop, and start caring a lot less about stupid things. i need to try to stop. there is never anything big that should upset me, so i need to stop letting the stupid little things do that, and then i'll be good.
and due to all of the snow, we aren't actually doing anything with lacrosse, other than lifting. but that's okay, other than bryan<3 and jeremy, the team is a bunch of pussies that can't handle the cold or the snow. i love you bryan.
and now it's really cold, which sucks because i don't like when it's this cold.
i decided to stay for crew today. i was actually doing something, and then it turned out to be for nothing. which is okay i guess. and i'm trying to stay after the next couple of days due to the amount of work still needed to get done, which is fine because work doesn't even seem like work there.
i seemed to have been really out of it today. or not really out of it, just easily bothered. and i still was a little while ago, but i think i'm good now, but i think it will be back soon. i don't know what it is. i'm weird about the strangest things, and sometimes i'm fine about them, and sometimes i'm not. i think on certain days, i pay too much attention to certain things, and i let them get to me, to the point where it affects me in some way, a bad way. and then if it's one thing that does that, then i'll look into everything, and let it all get me down. i need to stop, and start caring a lot less about stupid things. i need to try to stop. there is never anything big that should upset me, so i need to stop letting the stupid little things do that, and then i'll be good.