schizophrenia, the way bums are made
nothing going on here. in a treamendous amount of pain right now. throbbing. i took something, just trying to wait but its really hard.
been working at K Roger's for a few weeks now. It seems to be okay. I like my Supervisor Brandi and some of my co workers. Defintily wish Sally the Assistant would stop looking at me like a total weirdo that she is. She stares at me as if I'm suppose to say something. Wish she wouldn't.
Throbbing jarring-stabbing metalic pain down to a slight minimum right now.
I owe my frend money. What else is new. For rent last month. I mean, hey, thanks for helping out a friend but could you stop reminding me every five seconds and being a bully? I know how much I have to pay and it's going to get paid in full at the end of the month. She's mad at me now because I wont go get food stamps. FHI, her directions suck. The office is NOT across the street from Dunkin, nor do I see any gray buildings that I could walk to. She gave me driving directions. If she really wanted me to go, she would have called MARTA for directions for me. I dont drive. That means nothing. She still hasn't a clue why. Maybe I have too much pride. Maybe I have a quirk and I simply wont go until I know exactly where it is and how to get there, and so on.
Throbbing jarring-stabbing metalic down to a minimum now. No more tears.
Oh, and apparently, I'm right around the corner from being schizophrenic. Now she thinks I'm schizophrenic. Aren't schizos like, I don't know, antisocial and yell for no reason, or any reason, at imaginary people/voices? Sound like her to me.
i checked. I may have mostly all the symptoms but they also overlap with being bipolar and I am able to speak to people just fine.
Money is tight. All I want to do is get Dexter's Season 1, 2 loaves of wheat, IB Profine, Tylenol PMs, Allegry Meds, Kahki pants for work, and freaking buss pass. I want to buy Milan a care package. I asked for more hours and she said it was cool. I even worked ten hours yesterday, by accident. i wasn't suppossed to stay past 9p but I lost track of time. I didn't have any. I need pockets. I need to get those stupid pants this weekend. So I guess with only 40 bucks its pants, ramen, drinks, buss pass. No Dexter. I was looking forward to watching Dexter. I'll have to wait now. It's not so bad.