I'm as good as dead
I'm slipping closer and closer to insanity, you know maybe I should go see someone? Hell who knows it might help...Yeah right I doubt it. How can someone else help me when I can't even figure out what's wrong with myself. Yet again I have found myself at the end of a gun, yeah most of you are going to say bullshit he's just wanting attention. But if you weren't there then don't assume anything, cuse I wouldn't say this shit if I didn't mean it. I keep getting closer and closer to pulling the trigger. Yes still I can't. Cuse I know how many people I would hurt in the processes, they say one you kill yourself your troubles and pain are over with, but yet you don't realize how much pain you bring to the other's that were close to you. I just hope I don't find myself turning slowly insane.