.......
Eiji said... we needed a break. And now I feel a little lost. I know I made him angry, and maybe I shouldn't have overreacted, but I just... Darn it. It kills me that he said I don't understand him... Maybe it's true. I try to be there for him, and I try to be reliable, but what if I fail miserably?
And what if he really doesn't know how I feel about him? How could I possibly have failed that completely as a friend, as a boyfriend, even? Or maybe I was making the whole thing more than it was all along?
Damn it. I want my Eiji back. It was a stupid fight.
Maybe he'll accept my Valentine's Day invitation, though... It's too late for me to recall it now.
((Oishi sent Eiji an invitation to the big Valentine's Day dinner he's been planning:
Eiji Kikumaru,
Your presence is requested on Tuesday, February 14th, 2006 on the sixth floor of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, classroom 9. Dress is casual.
--Syuichirou Oishi
And attached is a single red rose. No, I swear I'm not stealing something I've done before, whatever gave you that idea! >.>;;;;;;;))
((GP crisis ;; Oishi's gonna be quiet and melancholy around Ravenclaw today. That normal little smile he wears is going to be a frown like whoa. Feel free to comment on it.))