Sep 09, 2007 03:04
just late night typings im half asleep so idk what will come out
so yea my memory hasent come back in a while whitch is good but i cant remember where i put anything or when i have work and shhit like that
alot of ppl i kno are going to skool so thats kind of a downer i mean im happy there happy but i miss seeing them.
works kinda weird time goes by wikid fastwhich is good tho
i tryed to talk to some one i used to be really close to but it dint work .rumers added to there anger cuz apparently im the type to start them
some times ppl forget ur human just like them , u make mistakes,its worse when u forgave them so many times u lost count and reasions to give then another chance to redeem themselves.then u make one errorin there eyes and ur wiped from memory.evry time u sat there just listning to them when they needed u,evry time they needed u to cry on, evry joke,smile,hug,kiss...gone because u said something or kept something to yourself.
ps this is about many occasions and i have a feeling it will happen again soon
pss i lost a freind because i was depressed. (figure that one out arnt they sposed to help you).i had two freinds who died just as summer started a few years backinsted of putting 2 and 2 together she thought i was depressed because of her.and i bet if she reads this last part she will get even more pissed
late night rambalings