My beliefs Reaafirmed ---Life must go on my way~~FIGHTING~~
Maybe there's many faults that I can pick with my current job, but no matter how bad an experience is, it always happens for a reason. Even if I cannot busk in its blissfulness in the aftermath, there is always a lesson to be learnt. Or in this case, it reaffirmes a belief that is wavers in times of difficulty.
Sometimes I think that my life would be much more easily if i chose to be a teacher like what more than half of my ex-classmates did. I will be able to go to nie right after graduation and engage in complaints about the schoolwork with the bulk of my friends that are there.
I would not have to try so hard to find a job, get disappointed with the results interviews, get stresed out with survival and debt issues...and the list goes on...trying to cut through a road alone is never easy...sometimes all this really gets me down...I began to think that maybe I really made a bad decision...maybe I am just being stubborn...maybe it is time to turn back to the path that is laid out for me...
Teens nowadays are generally unappreciative...yes that what i see...invigilating a 2 hour paper is enough to make me realise that...even the worst customers will apprciate your efforts if you really try your best to help...but i guess teens nowadays live in a world of their own..casted in lead..and nothing but their own interests can get through...maybe its my personality flaw...but i guess i need to deal with sensible adults...at least adults that listen...okay even adults that pretend to listen are much better...
If I really become a teacher...my life be flooded with these unappreciative students who won't even pretend to be respectful of you...and I know I will never and also do not want to be feared...in the meanwhile...I shall pray for the day when these teens will grow up and metamorphosize in sensible and appreciative adults~yah that's the best I can do~
I will find the right job and live my life the way i want and not take what is the easiest way out...maybe there more more difficult times to come...but so what?I know I will eventually get out of it like a cockcroach~~
Sometimes I think that my life would be much more easily if i chose to be a teacher like what more than half of my ex-classmates did. I will be able to go to nie right after graduation and engage in complaints about the schoolwork with the bulk of my friends that are there.
I would not have to try so hard to find a job, get disappointed with the results interviews, get stresed out with survival and debt issues...and the list goes on...trying to cut through a road alone is never easy...sometimes all this really gets me down...I began to think that maybe I really made a bad decision...maybe I am just being stubborn...maybe it is time to turn back to the path that is laid out for me...
Teens nowadays are generally unappreciative...yes that what i see...invigilating a 2 hour paper is enough to make me realise that...even the worst customers will apprciate your efforts if you really try your best to help...but i guess teens nowadays live in a world of their own..casted in lead..and nothing but their own interests can get through...maybe its my personality flaw...but i guess i need to deal with sensible adults...at least adults that listen...okay even adults that pretend to listen are much better...
If I really become a teacher...my life be flooded with these unappreciative students who won't even pretend to be respectful of you...and I know I will never and also do not want to be feared...in the meanwhile...I shall pray for the day when these teens will grow up and metamorphosize in sensible and appreciative adults~yah that's the best I can do~
I will find the right job and live my life the way i want and not take what is the easiest way out...maybe there more more difficult times to come...but so what?I know I will eventually get out of it like a cockcroach~~