heres this...
oh yeah.. and im home again. ....
ben actully called me. he had a fairly decent excuse once again. i dont really care anymore. i mean... id love for things to go back to what they were. i was happy like that. but i totally dont expect anything from him right now. im so usedta him not calling even when he says he will that i dont really even get pissed all that much. so yeah...
WHATEVVVVVER.
i dont really feel like writing about my vacation. i dont really feel like writing period. i just want to sleep, spend time with my friends, maybe actully see ben, and then sleep some more.
i cant wait for school to start up again. i miss college!