insomnia
god im up late @ jackies or kris moes or chris's house, whatever u may have it, and i spent i dunno, hours repainting my vest, cuz it was chipping like a mother fucker!!! anyways, im bored cuz i dont have my babygirl, kristen w/ me... god i miss u baby!!! yeah its cool if u stay tomorrow, or today if u wanna get all technical on my ass, anyways, heroin is being a cunt and sayin shit like hes not guna be in the band anymore, fuck him, we'll kick his ass if he leaves!! we need that asshole!!! fuck, yeah i had 3 shots of tequilla, (i dont know if i spelled that right?)but yeah it wasnt enough!!!! i got a little buzzed, but thats it... i want no i need more ALCOHOL!!!!! so this is freedom?? i dunno im listenin to that right now... fuck fuck fuck fuck, i hate mormons!!! and any of u out there who know me, know that my mom and all her side of my family is mormon, and no offense against them, cuz i love em and all cuz they're family, but i hate their beliefs and their way of life!!!! its so gay!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh nvm.... yeah so im babbling again so whatever, ill talk to u fuckers later