Nobody said this was easy but no one ever said it would be this hard
I feel like I'm going to throw up. I am so disgusted with people right now. I just want to forget about it and not deal with all this shit but I need to know the truth. This is going to be complete torture until I find out what really happened. I really really hope I don't have to wait a long time because I'm going to go crazy. I can't even think straight right now because I am so upset. But it might all be for nothing because it might not even be true. Maybe that fucking stalker bitch just IMd me and said random shit to make me upset and fuck everything up. But then again, I don't know if she'd even bother saying anything if it weren't true. I don't even know what to do with myself. I really really really don't want it to be true, but if it is, I want to know now so I don't have to keep making myself sick worrying.