long ass weeks

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well its been a long ass time since i have updated so i figured i would share some new information. Well last week I was in Panama City... Our hotel was right on the beach beside club la vela and we were like 100 ft from MTV... which was awesome as hell... there was a lot of drinking... and st. patty's day was AWESOME!!! i hope i didn't end up on girls gone wild... lol lets just say there was a stage... money ended up in my pocket and i don't know how it got there... i ended up w/ lots of beads... and we had free beer... yay... lol i was a bit drunk... lol well we finially got back to school and i saw everyone... then bad news fell upon the small town of berea again... One of my friends passed away from cancer... she was graduating this year... i miss her a lot... this is our 5th death within the last 5 years i think, of someone that went to berea community, who was within 2 years of my grade... keep in mind berea community's k-12 has around 1200 students, our highschool has around 350, and my graduating class had around 63... we are a pretty close knit group... so it's hard each and every time... guhh i hate this... well i came home this weekend and went to the visitation friday night... I was fine untill her dad hugged me and then i started bawling, which made it worse cuz i don't cry... well we went back to jens and had a gathering... and yeah... saturday we woke up and I couldnt bring myself to go to the funeral, I don't know why... I just couldnt...
well tonight we went over to michelles and hung out some and now i am back here... guh... what a long ass weekend...

**Sara Kennedy December 13, 1986- March 23, 2005**
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