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Was talking to joan just now, she said something that kind of hit me. She was telling me like how working with me felt like i was up there and the rest were down there somewhere. And that coming from a friend made me realise it more than it coming from a teacher or someone who clearly didn't already like me. So then.
I'm sorry for the times i forgot about what i was doing, and forgot to stop and think and care.
Sorry for being all high and mighty.
I was just thinking back on the bus home about how many people have already told me the same thing before, that i'm arrogant, that i'm obnoxious, but i never took it too seriously. I guess it was obvious to those around me, but i didn't really want to see it.
I've got this horribly huge ego. That is no good, no good.