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So.. yea, that card.. it was great. He got it. And... odly enough he thanked me for it. At school, and at my house. It was awkwardly wierd, yet oh so comfortable. With him I don't feel like I have many things wrong with me... Even though I know its teomporary, I can't help but love every minuete of it. I just.. love him...
So.. work today. It was tiring. No school on monday, thank god.. I would be sooo tired if I had to go to school. lol.
Kayla and I are great friends lol. She said she might hang out with me today.. that would be spectacular.
I have to work tomorrow. That sucks. I'm tired, and my legs hurt.
Monday We are closing the pool.
The love I feel for him, and the fact that I have always, and will always want him, makes me feel bad. Like when Greg calls me, just to tell me good night and that he loves me, or when he calls me at 5 to leave me a voice mail telling me to have a good day at school. And, when he writes me letters, that tell me how much he loves me.. it makes me feel.. not bad.. just.. out of place. Greg and I might not even work out. And, I honestly want the other guy, the other guy doesn't want me.. but the nightly visits make my want worthwhile.
I told him last night that i wanted him, and that i have always wanted him.
He was messing with ears, and I told him I had them pierced in april, but they are still sore, then i said i also had my heart pierced in april {aka broke} and it is still sore too. he said that wasn't right.. so, he knew exactly what i was talkin about.
ahh.
So.. work today. It was tiring. No school on monday, thank god.. I would be sooo tired if I had to go to school. lol.
Kayla and I are great friends lol. She said she might hang out with me today.. that would be spectacular.
I have to work tomorrow. That sucks. I'm tired, and my legs hurt.
Monday We are closing the pool.
The love I feel for him, and the fact that I have always, and will always want him, makes me feel bad. Like when Greg calls me, just to tell me good night and that he loves me, or when he calls me at 5 to leave me a voice mail telling me to have a good day at school. And, when he writes me letters, that tell me how much he loves me.. it makes me feel.. not bad.. just.. out of place. Greg and I might not even work out. And, I honestly want the other guy, the other guy doesn't want me.. but the nightly visits make my want worthwhile.
I told him last night that i wanted him, and that i have always wanted him.
He was messing with ears, and I told him I had them pierced in april, but they are still sore, then i said i also had my heart pierced in april {aka broke} and it is still sore too. he said that wasn't right.. so, he knew exactly what i was talkin about.
ahh.