its been...awhile.
so chewie told me to update this thing and since i have nothing better to do, this is where i reside.
lets me make a list of things now to let me rant to the internet world. im not sure if im even spelling things right on here. oh well here i go.
1. i get jealous/mad/really sad when matt doesn't call. for a while i thought maybe he was cheating on me but he does things to make me happy. like when we went to the store he asked if we as in me and him as in our things as in we lived together as in i love him. then he asked what i wanted to be at his house like he always does. and thats special. <3.
2. i really am starting to get pissy with not having anything to do during the day. i have a really part time job at aeropostale, but its boring because im not even working yet. oh well.
3. im in a constant state of anxiety it feels like. i always feel like something is going to happen and when i wake up i feel really nervous about getting up and getting out of bed. what is wrong with me?
4. krystle if you by chance read this, i don't fucking care that you are a marine now. i don't care that anyone is. you know why? because i JUST DONT CARE. SO STOP CALLING ME AND TEXTING ME AND IMING ME. thanks and die.
5. i am mad at my mom it seems like all of the time now. nothing is fun anymore and i just get really mad at little things.
6. i am going to miss chelsea when she leaves because shes the one things that is constant.
7. im not sure what else to say because im kinda tired and my throat hurts. so i might go eat and lay in bed like i do every day.
love me.
lets me make a list of things now to let me rant to the internet world. im not sure if im even spelling things right on here. oh well here i go.
1. i get jealous/mad/really sad when matt doesn't call. for a while i thought maybe he was cheating on me but he does things to make me happy. like when we went to the store he asked if we as in me and him as in our things as in we lived together as in i love him. then he asked what i wanted to be at his house like he always does. and thats special. <3.
2. i really am starting to get pissy with not having anything to do during the day. i have a really part time job at aeropostale, but its boring because im not even working yet. oh well.
3. im in a constant state of anxiety it feels like. i always feel like something is going to happen and when i wake up i feel really nervous about getting up and getting out of bed. what is wrong with me?
4. krystle if you by chance read this, i don't fucking care that you are a marine now. i don't care that anyone is. you know why? because i JUST DONT CARE. SO STOP CALLING ME AND TEXTING ME AND IMING ME. thanks and die.
5. i am mad at my mom it seems like all of the time now. nothing is fun anymore and i just get really mad at little things.
6. i am going to miss chelsea when she leaves because shes the one things that is constant.
7. im not sure what else to say because im kinda tired and my throat hurts. so i might go eat and lay in bed like i do every day.
love me.