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So I know this is kind of late, but how was everyone's thanksgivng? Mine was kind of boring, i went to Elmira with my dad to see his side of the family, im not doing that again! I finally got some good hours in this week for work, but next week I have absolutely NONE again! sometimes it really sucks working there, and other times its grand. but whatev.
So Jeff starts school Jan 9th so he will be leaving probably sometime before that. I honestly dont know what im going to do. With him gone i will most likely sit home all day long if im not working. Everyone is off at college and the people that are still here barely hang out with me as it is. I mean they say oooh we should hang out but then it never happens because they have other friends. Jeff tells me "you will make new friends" but its hard when i never go out, so its impossible for me to meet anyone. I know I will be this lonely loser girl, who does nothing and has no friends. its really going to suck. SOmetimes i think about it, and i want to move with him. But i just dont have the money right now. Maybe sometime, right?
I wish i got invited out more. Like everyone has their own click of friends, how come im never cool enough to be invited anywhere? Maybe its just me but it seems like it, wow this entry is quite gay. im not looking for smpathy, just writing whats on my mind.
So Jeff starts school Jan 9th so he will be leaving probably sometime before that. I honestly dont know what im going to do. With him gone i will most likely sit home all day long if im not working. Everyone is off at college and the people that are still here barely hang out with me as it is. I mean they say oooh we should hang out but then it never happens because they have other friends. Jeff tells me "you will make new friends" but its hard when i never go out, so its impossible for me to meet anyone. I know I will be this lonely loser girl, who does nothing and has no friends. its really going to suck. SOmetimes i think about it, and i want to move with him. But i just dont have the money right now. Maybe sometime, right?
I wish i got invited out more. Like everyone has their own click of friends, how come im never cool enough to be invited anywhere? Maybe its just me but it seems like it, wow this entry is quite gay. im not looking for smpathy, just writing whats on my mind.