And I wait...

[ohyoufuckingsuk]

Here I sit, maintaining a vigil for a love I knew once, twice, and Elua permitting, thrice more before I die.

I've felt my heart torn asunder within my chest.

I've shed my tear.

And, still, I will wait.

I've watched the sun rise, and fall, hoping to catch a glimpse of his face.

A smile, something... all I have are letters on a screen, and a gnawing uncertainty.

I've sworn to never let this happen again. And again. Life makes a mockery of my promise, the passing days add to my melodrama.

However, it seems, I've regained the ability to write.

Only through pain can I know of what I am capable.

This, I can accept.

And I wait.