Bored... so i'll type.
So, i have been doing some thinking. I think i need some sort of entertainment in my life because i really have none except when i go out and engage in social activity, which is great and all but that normally means drinkin and that shit is going to come back to bite me eventually, i know it. All i really do is work and it's a little bit depressing, even when i get a little ambitious and go to the gym i always end up dead tired and sleeping all day, which makes it seem like all i do is sleep and work even more. whatever, maybe i'll find something not bad for me that's not a complete waste of time. it kinda makes me think back to the days where i could game it up halo style for hours with my friends... back then it was something to do, an event, now it is just a waste of time because there is nothing to show for it now, but it kept me out of trouble. Not saying that i am ever in trouble, because let's face it, nobody can punish you when you don't have rules to break. But it kept me out of potential danger: parties, sex, driving. All very risky behaviors. Maybe i need a girlfriend. Something i can spend time on and don't feel that my time is wasted on. A relationship, something i put effort into to make better and actually FEEL the good i have done. When i have a girlfriend that i LOVE and really want it will be amazing because i am the kind of person who will give my all for something i believe in and will make it #1; the best thing in my life. Too bad that time isn't now, i guess i just haven't found the right person yet. I like having no ruled or boundaries, it makes the teen years more enjoyable. Look at me, i am free to do what i please, for this reason alone me and my mom get along wonderfully. I don't talk back because i don't have to. I don't rebel because i am not restrained, i am responsible for my actions because i get the choice to make them; i don't do things just to piss my parent off like most kids do. Those kids realize later that spiting their parent is the only reason they even did it and then they regret the decision AND fought their parents. I have, in the last couple of years only done 3 things my mom doesn't know about or won't admit to my mom. I'm not telling those, but if you know me then you know exactly what they are. I talked to her today about my plan... it's a good one for all of you HAMMY goers. I'm going to go to hamilton and see if they will let me in, no reason not to because i drive myself. I'm also going to Basha to see how LATE they will let me enroll. It's not a question of IF with them because they have to let me back in. So, i'm thinking that i will go to hamilton for about 2 weeks just to touch base with my old friends i haven't talked to in years and then come back to basha where i can live my -wonderful- life with the kids who adore me...psh. IDK, it seems like a pretty good plan to me, but i'd still kinda like to know what people think. I may even stay at hamilton because reasons to go back to basha get fewer and fewer every day. Hm, what else would i like to share? oh, i drank 4 beers through a beer bong this weekend... ouch, i felt like i was going to have a baby through my belly button. Also, ket's parents cam home so that blew. (Kate if you read this please call me and tell me how that all worked out because i am so so sorry.) We 'lost' a bottle of grey goose $60. but i think collin and his little crew took it. I always seem to be fucking up somehow because SOMEONE is always mad at me and it's always the people i see the most. idk what my issue is. I'm at work now and i realize that i can do with one hand what my co-worker can do in a night. I swear she get's more and more dumb every day. wow. Oh, more on this weekend: i made amends with amy, chilled with old friends, made alexa really disappointed, got kate in trouble, made brynne mad, lost my keys, saw jeff drunk, got a lil tipsy, slept 13 hours, fixed my truck, broke my truck, spent over $800 and have NOTHING to show for it, gained 6 lbs, bled, almost cried, ate the best turkey of my life, saw mallrats for 1st time (partially), worked, a bajillion other things not even owrth noting (like these ones ARE worth noting?)... oh well, this took up a little bit of my time so i'm cool with it. Oh, i also got a street brawls video with brass knuckles, a gat, a stun gun AND a new pimpin ass shirt... maybe i'll rock them all at once with the DVD on a chain around my neck like ICE foo! hit me up ya'lls and let's get together and take some pics for myspace cuz i just have the one of me n tori from that party... not to shoot the pic down but it's getting old.