...Once again, i feel like such an ASS

[ohyeah_thatguy]

OMG, where to start... So many feelings, pain, regret, distrust, discomfort, disgust... i can't even sort them all out. I feel like the biggest asshole in the world. A little heads up to all of you out there who have a best friend: TRUST THEM. Life sucks without trust. You may feel like you are running blindly but trust me, it's way worth it

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Re: I'll take that as a NO.

[ohyeah_thatguy]

Yeah, so i suck at this computer bullshit.

Anyways, David, we fought like a fucking married couple. If you knew anything about me, which you have claimed to, then you would know i am not about that. I have too much shit in my life taking up too much of my feeble brain power to worry about drama and bickering. To be completely honest here's how it all broke down in my head. Tell me if i'm wrong or if this story is completely fucked up. I did online school, i asked for your help. You helped me. Again, you helped me and i started slacking, before either of us knew it i was kicking it on the floor bullshitting while you did MY homework. I'm sorry, i'm a smart kid but lack leadership and responsibility. I know, story of my fucking life. Basically, it comes out that you think i'm using you to do my homework, not the case, but you don't know any different so you start dodging me. Then, on a day we were supposed to get together and hang out and do some homework you bail on me but say you're going to the school for a meeting. I show up at the school, as i often do to visit jordan as we have little to zero time to hang out because he is busy with his stuff as am i, then you show up thinking i am 'stalking you'. You, from what i hear, say it to other people; thus making me look like a psycho loser asshole. So i say, "fine, if he thinks i'm stalking him and i'm a weirdo then we'll see what he thinks when we don't talk anymore." And it was done, i didn't talk to you and you didn't talk to me. Then i post my entry about being wrong with the jordan thing and you reply... i think that pretty much brings us up to this point minus a few minor details. Yes or No?

[dava988]

Re: I'll take that as a NO.

[ohyeah_thatguy]

David, you have a trust issue. Something you accused me of, which i admit to having, but you don't trust me in the fact that i believed you had a meeting. Ask Jordan how many times i had gone to see him at the school, it is not just a few... it was at least once a week, often more. Also, what do you want from this? You got my apology, you clearly didn't want that... you got my explanation, that's not good enough... Is it the final 'Fuck You!' that you are looking for? Because if it is you can have it... I'm an asshole, fuck me. Happy?

[dava988]

Re: I'll take that as a NO.

[ohyeah_thatguy]

David, if there is ANYONE i have put effort into being friends with it is you. You think i put some grand effort into being friends with others, like jordan and my other friends. I don't, our friendship is something natural, it's not something we have to work at, that has always been the case.

[dava988]