Aug 23, 2006 00:28
Long time no write.
I did get into college. I'm going to Russell Sage College in Albany NY. I leave next Friday.
I'm excited to get the fuck out of New Hampshire. I hate it here. I feel like I am on a totally different level than every citizen in Rochester. Everyone here is so FAKE and shallow. I've had my heart broken too many times by people who supposedly loved me that i have just given up.
I like having 3 friends.
The adjustment will be hard. But i think I will fit in just fine. It's and all womens college so there won't be any testosterone. I have a feeling I will be studying a lot. rowing a lot. (in the past few months Crew has become a new obsession of mine.) I will probably be on the internet a lot. haha
I want to meet a lot of new people. People like me. people who care more about the world and less about themselves. people who are concerned of world topics and not of whose shitty hardcore band is playing tonight.
I am hopeful.
I think I hit rock bottom a long time ago so it can only get better from here.