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I can't even feel pain, so it doesn't matter what any of you do to me.the only feeling i feel or sensation i get is numbness. Numbness of the mind, body and heart.
So that's probably why i haven't been sober for about a week, because at least when i'm wasted or bleeding, i can feel SOMETHING and understand sadness. If can escape the darkeness of my fucking life for a few hours, a few days it's worth it.
Point being, i'm all alone.
So that's probably why i haven't been sober for about a week, because at least when i'm wasted or bleeding, i can feel SOMETHING and understand sadness. If can escape the darkeness of my fucking life for a few hours, a few days it's worth it.
Point being, i'm all alone.