...fuck.
well,basically all i can say is fuck.
i turn on my ipod and the song 'you & me' by lifehouse comes on. then 'scars'
and no matter how i'm trying i can't keep my mind off of anything negative.
it could definetly be worse - but how the hell did i get so fucked up?
seriously, what the hell has happened to me?
and how did i get sucked into being the girl i never wanted to become?
fuck uncertainty. fuck seton. fuck drama. fuck people's REAL iNTENTiONS. fuck crying. fuck boyfriends, or prospects of one. fuck caring for that matter.
basically - i'm going to chandler next year. i don't need drama right now. & why should i care anymore? i'm gonna live this year up. so for anyone who wanted to bring me down - you succeeded. but you'll never know by looking at me.
i need to get wasted.
sometimes you've got to fall before you're found out. thanks for waiting thislong to show yourself.. cause now that i can see you, i don't think you're worth a second glance.
i turn on my ipod and the song 'you & me' by lifehouse comes on. then 'scars'
and no matter how i'm trying i can't keep my mind off of anything negative.
it could definetly be worse - but how the hell did i get so fucked up?
seriously, what the hell has happened to me?
and how did i get sucked into being the girl i never wanted to become?
fuck uncertainty. fuck seton. fuck drama. fuck people's REAL iNTENTiONS. fuck crying. fuck boyfriends, or prospects of one. fuck caring for that matter.
basically - i'm going to chandler next year. i don't need drama right now. & why should i care anymore? i'm gonna live this year up. so for anyone who wanted to bring me down - you succeeded. but you'll never know by looking at me.
i need to get wasted.
sometimes you've got to fall before you're found out. thanks for waiting thislong to show yourself.. cause now that i can see you, i don't think you're worth a second glance.