i hate change...
wow...so im like AMAZINGLY depressed right now :( me, torie, kelly, shayna, and chelsea went to nobel after school today. its the first time we've all visited since graduation. its so cool how all the teachers still remember us not just as students. liek seriously, everyone loved us there. and then we go to stupid high school where the teachers dont even know ur freakin name. ur just a number to them. another student that will be gone in a year. i hate it. its really sad but when mr. hays was talking to us, i LITERALLY started to cry. i miss running up and down the halls with everyone, taking pictures, singing at the top of our lungs, food fights at lunch, WENDY AND GRACE, sharing my locker with 3435 people, drill team, stalking guys with wendy at lunch...i even miss all of the stuff that i HATED when i was there. i miss all of the people we hated hanging out in our group...crying every second from stress in english...hating mr. hays from sending me out of class. seriously, the very best of high school doesnt even compare to the worst that ive ever had at nobel. just being there makes everything feel better for me. ya, i know its cheesy but it really is like my second home. i would trade all of my time at granada for ONE more day to be back at nobel like it was before. where everyone was different than they were now. everyone always says "oh, you should make the best out of high school!" and now i realize, i have. ive taken all of the crap and made it the best it could possibly be, but guess what? the best still SUCKS. nothing will ever compare to the awesome times that we had in middle school.