status update / extend the 25

[ohwhy]

loving you like the capture of a ghost, impossible. who am i kidding. just, who am i kidding? sucking on thumbs and j's, biting nails, and this headache roars through the empty shell of my mind, echoing forever. dry throat, words lost in the pit of my stomach. fuck verbal diarrhea, my mouth won't even open. sitting here in this hollow house, hands on my eyes as if to stop the fantasies of- ah ah ah! let's not even go there.

naive girl, little brown skinned babe, count the lines you cross.