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its been years since ive wrote in this thing. i dont know why i suddenly am. its just lately i been every place but right here and maybe to write something down ill get something good back.
but im working on that.
its a bitter view from here, ive been back in little rock for nearly a year and its never what i expected. here i am and there i go. there really is no one here for me. i thought there was at one point, i really did. in fact i could have sworn there was. thats how much i was tricked. and now everything that was so great and wonderful and blah blah blah is gone with barely a sigh. im beginning to wonder theres anyone left.
but there is
i just wanted to thank laura for pulling me from everything. i swear if it wasnt for her i wouldnt have a smile right now. hopefully things will go further but it will take a great leap of faith and moving to do it. i think i can. i just want things stable.
thanks again laura. your the best.
but im working on that.
its a bitter view from here, ive been back in little rock for nearly a year and its never what i expected. here i am and there i go. there really is no one here for me. i thought there was at one point, i really did. in fact i could have sworn there was. thats how much i was tricked. and now everything that was so great and wonderful and blah blah blah is gone with barely a sigh. im beginning to wonder theres anyone left.
but there is
i just wanted to thank laura for pulling me from everything. i swear if it wasnt for her i wouldnt have a smile right now. hopefully things will go further but it will take a great leap of faith and moving to do it. i think i can. i just want things stable.
thanks again laura. your the best.