our angel

Jan 22, 2008 21:07

i hope you got what i meant when i said Gerard was beautiful.
it wasnt like, damn, what a stud. or hey look how pretty Gerard can be even when he's drugged and poisoned.
fuck that.
i meant, okay, remember Bullets? beauty was what he created out of those times. the music was just pure.
but it was all so new also, so maybe it was kinda lost.
then Revenge was like, damn thats fucking gorgeous. i think the depression, drugs, alcohol just contributed. yeah that was horrible and nearly killed him, but only in that could you see where the album grew from. he'd create such beautiful things from it. they said that themselves,
they arent dark, demented people, they can just find the beauty in those things.
thats the heart of Gerard right there. and that's how im gonna remember him by.
its what really made Gerard who he is today, and yesterday.

then again, he's a person, and theres so many sides of him that we dont know about. that i'd like to know, also. and if getting into Gerard's head means the end of the world, im willing to risk that.
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