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Jan 14, 2008 15:16

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Message genderfuckt January 15 2008, 01:05:41 UTC
Hey girl, my inbox doesn't work.I can't access it at all. Feel free to email me at love_al_khaliq at yahoo.com if you need to. I don't know what you sent. The page has never been able to load. :(

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Re: Message ohvick January 15 2008, 01:18:07 UTC
oh sorry
what i meant to say was that im gonna miss your fanfiction
and that they inspired me to write :)

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Re: Message genderfuckt January 15 2008, 01:28:37 UTC
Are you serious? I inspired you to write? That kind of leaves me speechless. I have such a hard time getting my fics noticed with anything more than a couple comments, and I can't seem to win any of the MCT contests anymore like at all. It makes me think I'm just not appealing to many people, or can write as good as they do. I feel out of place, I guess. People say they like my stuff, but many don't even realized it existed even though I post in the comms and everything. It's very frustrating because although I write because I like to write and it's a fun hobby, I also want people to read it and enjoy it. Without an audience, it's odd for me.

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Re: Message ohvick January 15 2008, 01:42:45 UTC
well, its not like a competition,
it shouldnt be
its like, sharing our little secrets, all our fantasies
and its cool cause its reading into the minds of other fans
so like, yeah write cause you love it :D
i get what you mean about needing other other people to read it
cause there's still that feeling of wanting someone to congragulate you on something you worked hard on

well thats how it is for me

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Re: Message genderfuckt January 15 2008, 01:46:58 UTC
Yeah, exactly.

LOL I guess I am just a competitive person and always strive to be the best. It's frustrating when I can't get close to it. I'm used to slowly progressing, I guess. It's like now I've plateaued out.

That is a REALLY good way to put it, though. I guess that's why it's even harder to not get recognized. Like, you reveal something about yourself and it seems like few people care.

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Re: Message ohvick January 15 2008, 01:57:14 UTC
yeah, when really we're all here for the same reason and thats all that matters right?

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Re: Message genderfuckt January 15 2008, 01:58:39 UTC
Yup.

LOL writing a post about this now. XD

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Re: Message ohvick January 15 2008, 02:00:48 UTC
:D iloveyous

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Re: Message genderfuckt January 15 2008, 02:05:31 UTC
I love you too bb! <3 :D

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