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I do and do and do for people. Certain people. And all they can do is take and use, take and use. You invest time in relationships and time into helping others, and they still are unappreciative of you. You do so much to make someone happy, yet they do everything in their power to upset you. I feel that we, as humans, some of us at least, constantly use the world around us. We abuse the people that mean most to us. We abuse the earth that allows us to live. We abuse our air, our resources, the beauty surrounding us, and everything we can. We can't just be happy with the moment we're in. We don't comprehend how different our best memories are going to seem ten years down the line. We don't look at the people we love and think about how much we'd miss them if we ever fucked them over, or worse, something bad happened to them. We never contemplate how lucky we can be sometimes, yet we're so quick to jump on the bandwagon of negativity. I wish I could really live my life the way I wanted to, and really have the world see everything through my eyes. Recent events and events in the past couple of years have opened my eyes into more of an optimistic perspective. I see people I care about, or once did, turn into fuck ups. I see places and things I loved being destroyed. I've destroyed relationships, and people have destroyed relationships with me. What's so wrong with living life for today. For the good of yourself and everyone. For the good of anything. For the good of everything?