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So...I'm really up and down lately. I need to get over the past four months. I need to move on. He doesn't like me anymore. he just wants to be friends and that's IT. I should only think of him as a friend because that's all he wants to be.
I'm just afraid that I've acted to horrible that we stil won't be as close to each other as we were...
And I should just start realizing that nothing will go my way when it come to relationships.
Who knows about the future, though?
I feel like I'm scarred for life, but who knows.
I really haven't over-analyzed anything lately...which is making everything a lot easier. Granted, I still get down a lot about everything, but I mean, can anyone really blame me? He's a perfect guy and I know deep in my heart he'll find someone for him someday. Granted, I wont be that girl...but at least i can be happy for him.
I'm back, kids. I really mean it. I may get a little down from here on out...but hopefully I'll learn to deal with it.
I'm making amends with people who I want to keep in my life.
I just have to realize that life isn't fair. And sometimes it sucks.
But you just have to keep on smiling :)
hahahah we'll see how long this optimistic view lasts <3
I'm just afraid that I've acted to horrible that we stil won't be as close to each other as we were...
And I should just start realizing that nothing will go my way when it come to relationships.
Who knows about the future, though?
I feel like I'm scarred for life, but who knows.
I really haven't over-analyzed anything lately...which is making everything a lot easier. Granted, I still get down a lot about everything, but I mean, can anyone really blame me? He's a perfect guy and I know deep in my heart he'll find someone for him someday. Granted, I wont be that girl...but at least i can be happy for him.
I'm back, kids. I really mean it. I may get a little down from here on out...but hopefully I'll learn to deal with it.
I'm making amends with people who I want to keep in my life.
I just have to realize that life isn't fair. And sometimes it sucks.
But you just have to keep on smiling :)
hahahah we'll see how long this optimistic view lasts <3