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Jul 06, 2008 17:25

so a while ago, before will and i were even dating, he was seeing this on girl whom i consider my friend. Several of her other friends had a conversation with me about how Will wasn't attractive enough for her, apparently she was just "too hot" for him and could do better. At that point i was basically forming my "crush" on will and i just thought (and still think) he's about the cutest most attractive boy evverrr.

After Will and i started dating, that girl and her friends would post on pictures about how cute will and i were together. I'm apparently lumped into the not-attractive-enough pile with will....just by association and all that mumbo jumbo. But really what bothers me so much about that is people thinking/saying a person isn't "hot" or "attractive" enough to be with some one, I guess I have some real shallow friends.

Anywho...

I quit my "big kid job" to save my relationship with will (which is fantastic now the awful job isn't making me miserable to be around). Back on the job prowl, my least favorite thing.

I went to a wedding yesterday for a good friend of mine from sophomore year at UCA and it just freaks me out even more that i was even considering anything of that sort last year...god i just can't get married so many formalities and bull shit. I had a hard enough time going through the graduation ceremony how could i go through a wedding ever? yucky!!!
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