Miss Valentine competition
I have a BIG competition coming up in 3 days and i am really nervous. Not that i wont get a medal or wont get into a final or anything like that, just that i wont get the scores i need to go the places i want to go!
I'm not at all worried about placing ... i mean the world champion is going so what chance do i have!? ... i'm just worried about messing up and letting all the people who believed in me down.
Also i am worried because i am spending the entire time with a coach who believes competitions are a great opportunity to say how much lower my scores are compared to the other competitors ... who i can't really call girls anymore really! And she just basically puts alot of pressure on me and makes me feel more nervous about performing because she wont let me do things my way and my way is ALWAYS the wrong way with her, no matter what it is, so i'm never comfortable competing with her through the back.
Oh and the competitions name is Miss Valentine so thats what's up with the title!
I'm not at all worried about placing ... i mean the world champion is going so what chance do i have!? ... i'm just worried about messing up and letting all the people who believed in me down.
Also i am worried because i am spending the entire time with a coach who believes competitions are a great opportunity to say how much lower my scores are compared to the other competitors ... who i can't really call girls anymore really! And she just basically puts alot of pressure on me and makes me feel more nervous about performing because she wont let me do things my way and my way is ALWAYS the wrong way with her, no matter what it is, so i'm never comfortable competing with her through the back.
Oh and the competitions name is Miss Valentine so thats what's up with the title!