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there's a giant gaping hole inside my guts now. where something died, or is missing indefinitely.
i feel it everywhere i go. it aches.
accident victims - they say that when you lose a body part, you can still feel tingling or pain, some kind of sensation where it used to be. i am missing a huge part of me but i carry the feeling (of loss, of pain) with me all the time.
i don't see how this will ever be better. it will never be ok. at this point, i don't even know if i want it to be.
i feel it everywhere i go. it aches.
accident victims - they say that when you lose a body part, you can still feel tingling or pain, some kind of sensation where it used to be. i am missing a huge part of me but i carry the feeling (of loss, of pain) with me all the time.
i don't see how this will ever be better. it will never be ok. at this point, i don't even know if i want it to be.