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I have been getting into a funk again. I just feel so bad all the time. I'm trying really hard to make more connections here and keep busy but sometimes it still gets to me. I want to have a stronger future and I know thats a stuggle for so many people right now but I just get worried that people don't understand my position. A lot of people here have put me down. I want to see if there is anyway of me finishing school or getting the hell out of here and back to Canada. I stuggle with the fact that I may have to find Jude a home to do that. I just currently barely get by myself and its unfair of me to hold onto him now that he is an adoptable dog. My baby has made so much progress!
But I'm currently looking into if I can join this program here for community outreach. If I don't get into it then I think I will start my application for the Canadian military. I need to do what I have to do to make a future for MYSELF. I no longer have anyone but myself and I have to get used to that idea.
But I'm currently looking into if I can join this program here for community outreach. If I don't get into it then I think I will start my application for the Canadian military. I need to do what I have to do to make a future for MYSELF. I no longer have anyone but myself and I have to get used to that idea.