Title: Heaven and Hell
Mixer:
donotcaffeinateCharacters/Pairings: Dean Winchester, Castiel; Dean/Castiel
Fandom: Supernatural
Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural, as it and the characters belong to Eric Kripke. I don't own any of the songs, as they belong to the respected artists.
Mixers Notes: Being the hardcore Dean/Castiel fangirl that I am, I've decided to do a mix of their relationship. This spans season 4-5 and beyond. I hope you all enjoy the mix and please comment if you take any songs or the whole zip file.
Savin' Me - Nickelback :: Castiel's venture into hell.
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Bring Me to Life - Evanescence :: Dean's resurrection.
All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought without a voice without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life
You Shook Me All Night Long - AC/DC :: "This guy bleeds, the ground quakes. It's cosmic." - Ruby
'Cause the walls was shaking
The earth was quakin'
My mind was achin'
And we were makin' it and you -
Shook me all night long
Yeah you shook me all night long
Knocked me out and then you
Shook me all night long
Then you were shakin' and you
Shook me all night loooong
Yeah you shook me
Well, you took me
I Will Follow You into the Dark - Death Cab for Cutie :: "I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from Perdition." - Castiel
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
Meet Me on the Equinox - Death Cab for Cutie :: Castiel: "What's the matter? You don't think you deserve to be saved." Dean: "Why'd you do it?" Castiel: "Because God commanded it. Because we have work for you."
Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand
That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends
It Ends Tonight - The All-American Rejects :: Dean: "Cas, hold up. What were you going to tell me?" Castiel: "I learned my lesson while I was away, Dean. I serve heaven, I don't serve man. And I certainly don't serve you."
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
Maybe Tomorrow Will be a Better Day - Poets of the Fall :: "Destiny? Don't give me any of that "holy" crap. Destiny, God's plan...It's all a bunch of lies, you poor, stupid, son of a bitch! It's just a way for your bosses to keep me and to keep you in line! You know what’s real? People, families - that’s real. And you're gonna watch them all burn?" - Dean
This day will die tonight and there ain't no exception
We shouldn't wait for nothing to wait for
Love me in this fable, babe, my heart is in your hand
Our time is waiting right outside your door
And maybe tomorrow is a better day
I do not deal the cards and I play a lousy hand
I celebrate no victories and my promises are sand
Against all this I contrast you, when all is lost the war is through
Hey angel, dare the winds now we can fly
Learn to be Lonely - Minnie Driver :: The look on Castiel's face when Dean and Anna kissed.
Who will be there for you, comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely, learn to be your one companion
Never dreamed out in the world there are arms to hold you
You've always known your heart was on its own
If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickelback :: "All right. Let me tell you something. There are two things I know for certain. One. Bert and Ernie are gay. Two. You are not gonna die a virgin. Not on my watch." - Dean
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day
Live Like We're Dying - Kris Allen :: "I shouldn't be here, this is a den of iniquity." - Castiel
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you,
What would you wish you would've done
Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying
The Last Day on Earth - Kate Miller-Heidke :: "Tomorrow we hunt the Devil. This is our last night on Earth." - Castiel
Look down,
The ground below is crumbling.
Look up,
The stars are all exploding.
[...]
Between,
The dust and the debris.
There's a light,
Surrounding you and me.
Angry Angel - Imogen Heap :: "I brought you out of hell. I can toss you back in." - Castiel
Over there stands my angry angel
And he's shaking his head, in disgrace with me
Yeah over there stands my angry angel
And he's frowning like hell, but I'm not feeling guilty
[...]
But that's just his cover
From what is under it
All his imagination, his
Passion for a creation
Which he has discovered,
Uncovered a world, of
Amazing sensations
His own little nation
Where's My Angel - Metro Station :: "Hello, Dean. What were *you* dreaming about?" - Castiel
Break down
I can see you're upset,
So high.
But I didn't help it.
I wish I could just forget you.
Up now,
Heart beats racing.
One touch,
Now I'm faking.
This time, there's no escaping you.
Two Steps Behind - Def Leppard :: Castiel's point of view on his relationship with Dean.
Walk away if you want to
it's ok, if you need to
you can run, but you can never hide
From the shadow that's creeping up beside you
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all
(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.
Leave Out All the Rest - Linkin Park :: Neither Dean or Castiel are perfect, and Cas is one of Dean's soft-spots, much like Dean is one of Cas's.
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
All Around Me - Flyleaf :: What Dean really dreams about.
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place
Things I'll Never Say - Avril Lavigne :: Dean's point of view. He wants to tell Castiel how he feels, but just can't get the words out.
It don't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out, we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah...
If I could say what I wanna say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
Still Here - Kristian Valen :: Castiel will still be there for Dean, even until Dean's dying day.
I'm still here,
Holding your hand
Close your eyes
I'll stay beside you
I'm still here
I won't let them find you
I'll be laying right here by your side
Even though my heart is breaking
Seeing you like this I'll face it
Don't be afraid
You're not alone
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