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do you ever have those days where you just cant wait to get in your car and away from everyone so you can either a) scream at the top of your lungs; or b) cry until all of your emotions flood out of you and there is absolutely nothing left..
do you ever just think to yourself why cant things be different.. and you know nothing will change. nothing ever changes. it is the same routine everyday. im tired of it.
i dont know what to do anymore to make people happy. and im sorry. i tried. i failed. i quit. i fell. i am. nothing. im done. i cant wait for a sign to just point me in the right direction or give me a hint as to where im gonna be in the next few years.
i am tired of people being fake , i am tired of acting like everything is grand when nothing is. i hate south carolina. i will not let people take advantage of me anymore. im not mad. im not sad. im just tired of everyones bullshit. its pathetic that you cant trust anyone in this town. *edit*2/05/05- i think, i dont care anymore. and that is sad.