Jan 01, 2006 00:38
Merry Fucking Happy New Year... yea thats right I stayed home and did nothing but eat T-Bell and watch football and then at 12 I fuckin got a kiss from my pillows.. yea thats cuz I'm fuckin cool like that. Best be jealous.
I actually I'm really upset with myself... I just wanted to see her and be with her tonight but I decided to fuck things up. I mean its weird I just met her and I cant stop thinking about her. Shes been in trouble at home for having to much fun on her birthday lol... and she finally gets some freedom tongiht and I dont. I mean I know there parties all over the place and I could be out at any or all of em but shes the only person I cared to see or wana be with tonight and I cant.
And then it doesnt matter who I talk to... everyones upset or depressed abotu something. How come one of you happy fuckers cant talk to me for once?
So I'm fuckin sittin here depressed and not even able to drink. I just need to get out of here.
I'm going to brush my teeth though and pick feathers out of my teeth... that damn pillow didnt know it was comming and I had to get a kiss.
Then I'm off to bed.
Happy Fuckin New Years....
Goodnight.