i can't define the start or the finish.
two days until my last day at the lawfirm. i've become incredibly lazy the past few days because of it.
i missed september's appt because i couldn't find the damned place. now she can't go until wednesday night. which means joe will have to pick her up. and i will not be able to see her until after my psych appt on friday. i swear she knows what's up. and i hurt so bad for her.
i've gained a tremendous amount of respect for brandon lately. not one event, not one reason, not one circumstance or experience really caused it. i just have.
this apartment thing is driving me up the wall. up. the wall. daryl wants me to start sleeping in the room instead of the living room. i didn't want to do this before, because neither of the rooms were mine. his reasoning is he doesn't like walking in, and me laying down right there. i don't know. i didn't even think he was paying for it. then again, i never know since it's constantly changing. i miss maki. but daryl's also really cool. but their best points are definitely not brought out in regards to the apartment. they've only got like 5 weeks, though. deep breaths, guys. deep breaths.
liz and jon are in oregon with dan and autumn. i hope they have lots o fun. this is a test for them. can they stand being around each other for a week straight? non-stop? i don't know, probably.
gareth is in england until the 27th. he was supposed to be back way back in june. bah. when i talked to his mom, she said he was in spain with his cousins. bastard.
dylan got a dui the other day. and he's on probation. so last night was spent discussing different ways he can leave the country since he has nothing going for him here. ah, to have that opportunity.
i'm tired. i want to be in columbia. i want out of here. and i want to be able to breathe. i want to fucking breathe. i'm suphocating in here. and this time, i don't want to.
i missed september's appt because i couldn't find the damned place. now she can't go until wednesday night. which means joe will have to pick her up. and i will not be able to see her until after my psych appt on friday. i swear she knows what's up. and i hurt so bad for her.
i've gained a tremendous amount of respect for brandon lately. not one event, not one reason, not one circumstance or experience really caused it. i just have.
this apartment thing is driving me up the wall. up. the wall. daryl wants me to start sleeping in the room instead of the living room. i didn't want to do this before, because neither of the rooms were mine. his reasoning is he doesn't like walking in, and me laying down right there. i don't know. i didn't even think he was paying for it. then again, i never know since it's constantly changing. i miss maki. but daryl's also really cool. but their best points are definitely not brought out in regards to the apartment. they've only got like 5 weeks, though. deep breaths, guys. deep breaths.
liz and jon are in oregon with dan and autumn. i hope they have lots o fun. this is a test for them. can they stand being around each other for a week straight? non-stop? i don't know, probably.
gareth is in england until the 27th. he was supposed to be back way back in june. bah. when i talked to his mom, she said he was in spain with his cousins. bastard.
dylan got a dui the other day. and he's on probation. so last night was spent discussing different ways he can leave the country since he has nothing going for him here. ah, to have that opportunity.
i'm tired. i want to be in columbia. i want out of here. and i want to be able to breathe. i want to fucking breathe. i'm suphocating in here. and this time, i don't want to.